in 2009,
- celebrated my birthday for the first time with the bf being the chef and getting me a surprise bday cake and of cos a new cammie which i love lotsa;
- also celebrated our first anniversary with inexpensive gifts;
- did well for my studies;
- got promoted;
- met up with f&c more;
- learn to play bridge;
- know a new group of friends, G10;
- stop playing beach volley;
- started running;
- travelled the most times and also the furthest;
- been to a cty during winter season;
- bought a new hp;
and being paperfishy' santa!
in 2010 (internally);
i want to be more responsible for my actions;
i want to be nicer;
i want to be who i really am;
and i want to be heard.
in 2010 (externally);
i want to learn to listen to his problems more;
i want to hang out with the girls more;
i want to chill with paperfishy more;
i want to read more;
i want to travel more;
i want to complete my degree with a bang;
i want to start planning for our future;
and i want to accept him better.
money can buy me anything but it cant buy me happiness from within.
women from veneus loves to talk to share; and i talk to seek peace.
in 2010; i really want to be a nicer person than what i am this year.
i want to njoy life better cos i will only be 24 once!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Chapter 32
the last weekend to end 2009.
this year, i wanna share my achievements in 2009 and my resolutions for 2010.
not an easy po.
but i'll try.
till then!
njoy the rest of the year!
this year, i wanna share my achievements in 2009 and my resolutions for 2010.
not an easy po.
but i'll try.
till then!
njoy the rest of the year!
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Chapter 30.1
wishlists gonna be cross off real soon once i managed to convince myself to get the LV french.
meanwhile, just an update,
BB - checked;
new watch - soon to be checked.
i've set eyes on 2 pieces by BCBG MAX AZRIA..
for those who have no idea on the brand Max Azria, either go google it or
Max Azria (born January 1, 1949) is a French fashion designer of Tunisian descent who founded the contemporary women's clothing brand BCBGMAXAZRIA. Azria is also the designer, chairman and CEO of BCBGMAXAZRIA Group, a global fashion house that encompasses over 22 brands. (credit of wikipedia)
meanwhile, just an update,
BB - checked;
new watch - soon to be checked.
i've set eyes on 2 pieces by BCBG MAX AZRIA..
for those who have no idea on the brand Max Azria, either go google it or
Max Azria (born January 1, 1949) is a French fashion designer of Tunisian descent who founded the contemporary women's clothing brand BCBGMAXAZRIA. Azria is also the designer, chairman and CEO of BCBGMAXAZRIA Group, a global fashion house that encompasses over 22 brands. (credit of wikipedia)
both look nice.. shall see my final taste tml!
woohooo!
happy happy 2009.. off we march to 2010!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Chapter XX
Merry xmas netizens!
Just before xmas zoom past, some words for myself!
For this xmas -2009
Paperfishy
Paragon starbucks
Punggol
Bb clan
Ktv
Parker
Bedok 85
1.45pm
Super emo
Feeling guilty
In need of directions!
Just before xmas zoom past, some words for myself!
For this xmas -2009
Paperfishy
Paragon starbucks
Punggol
Bb clan
Ktv
Parker
Bedok 85
1.45pm
Super emo
Feeling guilty
In need of directions!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Chapter 28.3
in a r/s,
we should nv ever compare.
nv compare abt status.
nv compare abt language.
nv compare abt tones.
nv compare abt friends.
nv compare abt family members.
the whole issue abt comparing only negatified the rs and will not beautified the rs.
looking at the big picture, differences should be accomodated and not being compared.
i hate to compare and i'm still learning to have a bigger heart to accomodate.
we should nv ever compare.
nv compare abt status.
nv compare abt language.
nv compare abt tones.
nv compare abt friends.
nv compare abt family members.
the whole issue abt comparing only negatified the rs and will not beautified the rs.
looking at the big picture, differences should be accomodated and not being compared.
i hate to compare and i'm still learning to have a bigger heart to accomodate.
Chapter 28.2
this dec. this xmas.
coming jan. coming bday.
i'm going to get:
bb bold.
a new watch and hopefully still enough budget..
a LV french for myself.
in life, if you dont even know when to pamper urself, no one will start pampering you.
i dont want to sound emo or depress.
but i guess i have seen enough, heard enough and experience enough to know that
love is not all abt giving.
if loving does not bring abt happiness, dont hope for it.
how vulnerable can a r/s get.
how can a young couple at the secondary era swear that love is a happy ending.
how can they ever live as if they will be together for the rest of their life.
how many life partners are exactly a follow through since they get together?
how do one determine togetherness for life.
moving past secondary era, JC or poly days emerge.
then, how many can swear to be faithful without looking or taking a glance ard the surroundings.
just as vulnerable as the sec sch days.
graduating from school and stepping into the society.
how can one endure the nv ending temptations?
be it people, the lifestyles, the interest and the likes & dislikes.
how then can 2 people swear to go through thick and thin together?
as i gain my wisdom as i grow, i nv once stop thinking abt the life ahead.
whats the future i want.
what then will i call is the happiness i desire for?
often, i look ard seeing young couples.
i nv stop wondering if they know what lies ahead of them.
love is indeed a painful experience to go through.
the tot of seeing them happily together and yet moves ahead of time to 'feel' them may not be together in the future, i dislike that thought. but that is life.
how torturous can that get.
i'll be 24 soon.
i know my friends have all been there.
i dont want to be worrying abt r/s differences.
i often hope for fairytale like scenes.
and watching too much dramas is causing me to sink further.
age' catching up on me.
it has always been my dream to get married at 23.
now that it is not going to happen, duhz!
i stop dreaming and wake up from the 'marriage-ous' phase.
reality is cruel.
but i guess being courageous and strong is a must if you want to survive well.
i hate to admit certain issues.
but if trying is not working and it becomes trying too hard..
then it is best if things are left as it is.
nothing turns out well if we need to try too hard to accomplish it.
- HY
*** edited *** 1707hrs ***
i'm really happy that my sis manage to find her happiness and is engaged (per say).
it's really not easy to move to that.
she is now going to spend her life with someone she knows is the one.
i'm also happy for her that she now has a flat she calls her own.
though it will be some time, but at least it's firm.
wishing her the very best for her future!
i'm truely happy from the bottom of my heart.
coming jan. coming bday.
i'm going to get:
bb bold.
a new watch and hopefully still enough budget..
a LV french for myself.
in life, if you dont even know when to pamper urself, no one will start pampering you.
i dont want to sound emo or depress.
but i guess i have seen enough, heard enough and experience enough to know that
love is not all abt giving.
if loving does not bring abt happiness, dont hope for it.
how vulnerable can a r/s get.
how can a young couple at the secondary era swear that love is a happy ending.
how can they ever live as if they will be together for the rest of their life.
how many life partners are exactly a follow through since they get together?
how do one determine togetherness for life.
moving past secondary era, JC or poly days emerge.
then, how many can swear to be faithful without looking or taking a glance ard the surroundings.
just as vulnerable as the sec sch days.
graduating from school and stepping into the society.
how can one endure the nv ending temptations?
be it people, the lifestyles, the interest and the likes & dislikes.
how then can 2 people swear to go through thick and thin together?
as i gain my wisdom as i grow, i nv once stop thinking abt the life ahead.
whats the future i want.
what then will i call is the happiness i desire for?
often, i look ard seeing young couples.
i nv stop wondering if they know what lies ahead of them.
love is indeed a painful experience to go through.
the tot of seeing them happily together and yet moves ahead of time to 'feel' them may not be together in the future, i dislike that thought. but that is life.
how torturous can that get.
i'll be 24 soon.
i know my friends have all been there.
i dont want to be worrying abt r/s differences.
i often hope for fairytale like scenes.
and watching too much dramas is causing me to sink further.
age' catching up on me.
it has always been my dream to get married at 23.
now that it is not going to happen, duhz!
i stop dreaming and wake up from the 'marriage-ous' phase.
reality is cruel.
but i guess being courageous and strong is a must if you want to survive well.
i hate to admit certain issues.
but if trying is not working and it becomes trying too hard..
then it is best if things are left as it is.
nothing turns out well if we need to try too hard to accomplish it.
- HY
*** edited *** 1707hrs ***
i'm really happy that my sis manage to find her happiness and is engaged (per say).
it's really not easy to move to that.
she is now going to spend her life with someone she knows is the one.
i'm also happy for her that she now has a flat she calls her own.
though it will be some time, but at least it's firm.
wishing her the very best for her future!
i'm truely happy from the bottom of my heart.
Chapter 28.1
hello netizens!
the queen is back from the wonderland of the great china capital!
gosh was the whole trip breath-taking.
though the only regret is there aint any shopping done.. (but this is expected)..
still the experience of scenery and enchanting views of the numerous landscape is something priceless.
on top of it.. the winter freeze and cooling breeze is way beyond what the dollars can give.
seen the lake freeze before?
seen the sun setting right infront of you at 4-ish pm?
seen the great wall cover with bits & pieces of *dirty* snow?
seen the xmas decor in china?
the wooper tall & magnificant xmas tree? me loveeesss!
did a jump shot at a place holy-ly near heaven?!
a cammie is soooo impt for this trip with no shopping! ahhaha!
anyway.. here's some snapshots of really nice viewss..
there's more. i'll try to be hardworking to upload them... *_*
the queen is back from the wonderland of the great china capital!
gosh was the whole trip breath-taking.
though the only regret is there aint any shopping done.. (but this is expected)..
still the experience of scenery and enchanting views of the numerous landscape is something priceless.
on top of it.. the winter freeze and cooling breeze is way beyond what the dollars can give.
seen the lake freeze before?
seen the sun setting right infront of you at 4-ish pm?
seen the great wall cover with bits & pieces of *dirty* snow?
seen the xmas decor in china?
the wooper tall & magnificant xmas tree? me loveeesss!
did a jump shot at a place holy-ly near heaven?!
a cammie is soooo impt for this trip with no shopping! ahhaha!
anyway.. here's some snapshots of really nice viewss..
there's more. i'll try to be hardworking to upload them... *_*
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Chapter 26
Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other person is right.
It just means that you value your relationship more than you ego.
(xtract from jack' blog)
nice.
It just means that you value your relationship more than you ego.
(xtract from jack' blog)
nice.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Chapter 24
'pick up the damn calls lah.'
short sentence and one wonders how long it will take to heal.
i want to be out of e sight.
short sentence and one wonders how long it will take to heal.
i want to be out of e sight.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Chapter 22
back from bintan with LPM.
other than losing my cap and the HPs saga..
i really think that this trip is just right for us being our first trip together.
dont be surprise we haven been away as a group.
i guess it is really not easy for us to TRAVEL and all this, if i may recall, was confirmed at Angela's place for Stan bday celebration.
Though the food sucks, and service took foreva,
it's really the company that matters the most.
at least this is better than sleeping before 12 or 1am every night unlike HJ last trip.
not too good to name, but really.. LPM prove that we are no joke.
just photo taking with 3 cams can clock up to a thousand pictures.
how to control?
only 3days 2 night leh... if we are going for longer trip, which we may, *hint Taiwan*
i bet the outcome will be the same.
and becos there's 1000 photos to adjust..
it will really take quite some time to have it done up.
i will try to do some collages up..
till then...
it's time to work hard for another week.
boohoo...
other than losing my cap and the HPs saga..
i really think that this trip is just right for us being our first trip together.
dont be surprise we haven been away as a group.
i guess it is really not easy for us to TRAVEL and all this, if i may recall, was confirmed at Angela's place for Stan bday celebration.
Though the food sucks, and service took foreva,
it's really the company that matters the most.
at least this is better than sleeping before 12 or 1am every night unlike HJ last trip.
not too good to name, but really.. LPM prove that we are no joke.
just photo taking with 3 cams can clock up to a thousand pictures.
how to control?
only 3days 2 night leh... if we are going for longer trip, which we may, *hint Taiwan*
i bet the outcome will be the same.
and becos there's 1000 photos to adjust..
it will really take quite some time to have it done up.
i will try to do some collages up..
till then...
it's time to work hard for another week.
boohoo...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Chapter 21
my mood swing is so accurate that it nv fails to pre-em me of the monthly signs.
totally awesome.
i wish it would not hit into my china trip and since the holiday is back to back weekend,
i have to suffer for this bintan trip.
gosh!
there goes the water sports.
or maybe not.
there's tampon rem?!
just the cramp.
fwah.
sians.
on a happier note.. i'm on LEAVE tml!
yayness!!!
totally awesome.
i wish it would not hit into my china trip and since the holiday is back to back weekend,
i have to suffer for this bintan trip.
gosh!
there goes the water sports.
or maybe not.
there's tampon rem?!
just the cramp.
fwah.
sians.
on a happier note.. i'm on LEAVE tml!
yayness!!!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Chapter 20
stayed behind in the offie to clear my work earlier on.
alot alot of work.
plenty plenty of it.
how to go on leave with so many outstanding matters?
at least i'm glad that access is not granted to us now.
like i have more reason why things aint done.
yah, right.
they make it this way.
anyway, there's not the main things la.
there's the staff retreat ppt not done yet.
sians lor.
think we'll die all on next fri.
and there's tons of admin. things to worry abt the retreat.
but still?! we finally have a retreat in place.
nice!
alot alot of work.
plenty plenty of it.
how to go on leave with so many outstanding matters?
at least i'm glad that access is not granted to us now.
like i have more reason why things aint done.
yah, right.
they make it this way.
anyway, there's not the main things la.
there's the staff retreat ppt not done yet.
sians lor.
think we'll die all on next fri.
and there's tons of admin. things to worry abt the retreat.
but still?! we finally have a retreat in place.
nice!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Chapter 19
i find it really upsetting today when i have tons and tons of things to clear and all the manager did was to ask me to draft and draft.
i have 101 things on hands to follow up with, on top of that,
if we are gonna be charge and have to pay for their services, then get them to do it.
it's not making sense asking me to do it as if it is my task.
it used to be. but not now can.
the tot of it really makes my blood boils.
i have 1 cohort of particulars to clear to the board.
i have 1 cohort of semester results to track.
i have 2 cohort to be submitted for conferment.
i have a year of records to tracks
and i have endless mark sheets to collate.
bloody hell.
it makes me even more angry when i need to cover others backside.
like they slacking and we have to answer to their shit.
~!@#$%^&*
super pissed.
and i hate the dog at my house (not my dog) who keeps barking non stop.
bloody sickening.
and i hate the way ppl speaks without thinking.
seriously. only know how to point at others not knowing by pointing at others, u are pointing at urself too.
damn ass.
i have 101 things on hands to follow up with, on top of that,
if we are gonna be charge and have to pay for their services, then get them to do it.
it's not making sense asking me to do it as if it is my task.
it used to be. but not now can.
the tot of it really makes my blood boils.
i have 1 cohort of particulars to clear to the board.
i have 1 cohort of semester results to track.
i have 2 cohort to be submitted for conferment.
i have a year of records to tracks
and i have endless mark sheets to collate.
bloody hell.
it makes me even more angry when i need to cover others backside.
like they slacking and we have to answer to their shit.
~!@#$%^&*
super pissed.
and i hate the dog at my house (not my dog) who keeps barking non stop.
bloody sickening.
and i hate the way ppl speaks without thinking.
seriously. only know how to point at others not knowing by pointing at others, u are pointing at urself too.
damn ass.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Chapter 17
sitting down at a table for 4, i cant help wondering how life has transform us.
good friends, best friends, pals, sisters, besties, lao pos..
whatever you name it.
friendship is something so vulnerable yet precious.
what will my life become without them?
will things still be the same?
friends are really an influence.
and clicks of a group definitely have certain thinkings and behaviours.
i'm really really glad to known them.
been 11 years? or 12?
amazing heh.
at least i wont forsee myself being with the vballers for 12 years?
not at this rate.
it's sucha simple gathering yet so meaningful.
there's so much laughters and endless talks.
we are really a gem for each other.
boohoo to those who dont appreciate.
no need much say and we understand.
excuse me. 12 years of friendship is not something you can play ard with.
of cos.. angela qing di.. u are my 12 yrs also.. i dont care cos u read my mind so well! bleahs
more such outings please.
it's really enjoyable after a day' work.
good friends, best friends, pals, sisters, besties, lao pos..
whatever you name it.
friendship is something so vulnerable yet precious.
what will my life become without them?
will things still be the same?
friends are really an influence.
and clicks of a group definitely have certain thinkings and behaviours.
i'm really really glad to known them.
been 11 years? or 12?
amazing heh.
at least i wont forsee myself being with the vballers for 12 years?
not at this rate.
it's sucha simple gathering yet so meaningful.
there's so much laughters and endless talks.
we are really a gem for each other.
boohoo to those who dont appreciate.
no need much say and we understand.
excuse me. 12 years of friendship is not something you can play ard with.
of cos.. angela qing di.. u are my 12 yrs also.. i dont care cos u read my mind so well! bleahs
more such outings please.
it's really enjoyable after a day' work.
Chapter 16
adores dates.
as in dating.
walking along the street with your the other half is one of the nicest thing abt being together.
it ends better by wishing the night was an enjoyable one.
i'm glad having him with me.
as in dating.
walking along the street with your the other half is one of the nicest thing abt being together.
it ends better by wishing the night was an enjoyable one.
i'm glad having him with me.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Chapter 15
before anything else.. please look at picturress of the moment. mhahaha!
isnt that beautiful?! pink + black.
pink is so... arghhh.. love.
simply cant resist anything with that shade.
which xplains why i need a new 'mouse'.
a pink one of cos! =)
k lar!
today officially marks the end of my exam for the year.
how nice!
no more exams stress!
i dunno how well i will fare but i just want to complete my degree fast.
hur hur!!
no more mugging till next may!
woohoooooo!!!
isnt that beautiful?! pink + black.
pink is so... arghhh.. love.
simply cant resist anything with that shade.
which xplains why i need a new 'mouse'.
a pink one of cos! =)
k lar!
today officially marks the end of my exam for the year.
how nice!
no more exams stress!
i dunno how well i will fare but i just want to complete my degree fast.
hur hur!!
no more mugging till next may!
woohoooooo!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Chapter 14
there's alot of things in life which i cannot tolerant.
one of them gonna be food-related.
it may be due to my upbringing.
it may be due to me just wanting to have a good meal.
i cannot tolerant people being stingy or calculative towards food.
and i hate it even more if the yakking coninutes.
eating is supposed to be a happy affairs.
at least to me.
i want to have good meals whenever i can and i'm not choosy abt the quality of food.
i'm choosy with what i eat but if my favourite for example is fried chicken; almost 85% of the market 'fried chicken' will be edible for me.
there's no need to choose the best in my context.
it just makes eating a chore if you want to eat the BEST.
NO?
and the second is being calculative.
totally hate it.
there's no point calculating every single bits of the money spend.
like how many prawns you'll get in a $3 prawn mee?
just doesnt make sense.
so whoever falls into the above 2 categories.. will hardly have me dinning with them.
siansation one.
----
sometimes, you just need to accept fate that what is yours is yours and what is not, is not.
tml is my final paper for the year/for the sem..
when you wanted to have dinner, there's no discussions with me if i may / may not be comfortable going.
for me, it's simple.
i want to spend most of my time with you.
i tot you understand.
it's the weekend.
i dont want to be alone mugging.
unlike weekday.
if i have to mug a day before on a weekday, what makes a weekend different?
no, you didnt think abt it.
forget it.
i think it's pointless to talk abt it.
just have to po that the dinner is off FOR ME.
see.. by that, i prove my first statement.
the dinner is not mine to start off with.
siansation two.
---
blogging about food lets me crave for the following:
dim sum buffet
sushi buffet
mos corn soup
mhk
green tea. green tea and more green tea...
one of them gonna be food-related.
it may be due to my upbringing.
it may be due to me just wanting to have a good meal.
i cannot tolerant people being stingy or calculative towards food.
and i hate it even more if the yakking coninutes.
eating is supposed to be a happy affairs.
at least to me.
i want to have good meals whenever i can and i'm not choosy abt the quality of food.
i'm choosy with what i eat but if my favourite for example is fried chicken; almost 85% of the market 'fried chicken' will be edible for me.
there's no need to choose the best in my context.
it just makes eating a chore if you want to eat the BEST.
NO?
and the second is being calculative.
totally hate it.
there's no point calculating every single bits of the money spend.
like how many prawns you'll get in a $3 prawn mee?
just doesnt make sense.
so whoever falls into the above 2 categories.. will hardly have me dinning with them.
siansation one.
----
sometimes, you just need to accept fate that what is yours is yours and what is not, is not.
tml is my final paper for the year/for the sem..
when you wanted to have dinner, there's no discussions with me if i may / may not be comfortable going.
for me, it's simple.
i want to spend most of my time with you.
i tot you understand.
it's the weekend.
i dont want to be alone mugging.
unlike weekday.
if i have to mug a day before on a weekday, what makes a weekend different?
no, you didnt think abt it.
forget it.
i think it's pointless to talk abt it.
just have to po that the dinner is off FOR ME.
see.. by that, i prove my first statement.
the dinner is not mine to start off with.
siansation two.
---
blogging about food lets me crave for the following:
dim sum buffet
sushi buffet
mos corn soup
mhk
green tea. green tea and more green tea...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Chapter 13
heh..
i wish i could have my papers sooner!
i'm not mugging much today cos i managed to do all the calculations.
maths still my favoriteee sub apart from the xian-ing world~
i wish i could have my papers sooner!
i'm not mugging much today cos i managed to do all the calculations.
maths still my favoriteee sub apart from the xian-ing world~
Chapter 12
It has been 4 days into exam leave and i've also been working (from home) over the past 4 days.
this morning, i'm going to NEwater just so to make this a good closure for everyone.
damn!
I wish I'm in bed still and only start my day later...
this morning, i'm going to NEwater just so to make this a good closure for everyone.
damn!
I wish I'm in bed still and only start my day later...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Chapter 11
As one gets older, the expectation one sets get higher.
Perhaps setting higher expectations show the capabilities of what one hopes to achieve and ultimately, if it is achievable.
If we are going to measure the success of the said person,
then a measurable expectations compared with the outcomes will tell.
I reached school feeling nervous.
Not because I wasn't prepared.
But rather, I wanted to enter the hall with 101% confidence.
I know it is not easy, considering I did skipped certain topics.
My heart was thumping so hard and I could feel myself gasping for air.
Exam stress.. Damn..
I wasn't coping it well. Or I thought I will be able to.
I'm not taking it easy because a 60% effort will lead you passing the exam yet I felt the stress I'm putting myself through.
I don't want to settle for just a pass.
If 60% can give me the pass, I want to give it at least 80% to try for the A.
Duh! was the 2 mins to 10 the most painful time in life today.
I could literally feel myself blacking out any minute.
Luckily, all went well.
I read through the papers.
Checked and scribble all the pointers I remembered.
Not long, I started blabbering; elaborating all that I could.
I hope to at least score a A- for this.
My CAP has dropped since my first sem.
If I still dont buck up... I know I'll be very disappointed with myself.
Having said that, it's 5 more days to the next paper.
Wish me lucks!
Exam is not something I'm afraid of.
Instead, it's expectations I'm taking care of.
funny. =)
23岁的我，反复经历了很多。
其实也没有很老，为什么压力会那么大！
自我要求的极限也太不可思议了吧！
Perhaps setting higher expectations show the capabilities of what one hopes to achieve and ultimately, if it is achievable.
If we are going to measure the success of the said person,
then a measurable expectations compared with the outcomes will tell.
I reached school feeling nervous.
Not because I wasn't prepared.
But rather, I wanted to enter the hall with 101% confidence.
I know it is not easy, considering I did skipped certain topics.
My heart was thumping so hard and I could feel myself gasping for air.
Exam stress.. Damn..
I wasn't coping it well. Or I thought I will be able to.
I'm not taking it easy because a 60% effort will lead you passing the exam yet I felt the stress I'm putting myself through.
I don't want to settle for just a pass.
If 60% can give me the pass, I want to give it at least 80% to try for the A.
Duh! was the 2 mins to 10 the most painful time in life today.
I could literally feel myself blacking out any minute.
Luckily, all went well.
I read through the papers.
Checked and scribble all the pointers I remembered.
Not long, I started blabbering; elaborating all that I could.
I hope to at least score a A- for this.
My CAP has dropped since my first sem.
If I still dont buck up... I know I'll be very disappointed with myself.
Having said that, it's 5 more days to the next paper.
Wish me lucks!
Exam is not something I'm afraid of.
Instead, it's expectations I'm taking care of.
funny. =)
23岁的我，反复经历了很多。
其实也没有很老，为什么压力会那么大！
自我要求的极限也太不可思议了吧！
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Chapter 10.2
arghhh!
i hate exam stress.
simply unbearable.
i've been trying to keep myself busy!
like read & read can!
arghhh!
very random..
but next year, i wanna have a good mid-autum festival!
i wanna 提灯笼！
i'll take it that i didnt have a chance last year and this year becos i'm a part time student and 中秋节 hit right into my term time.
boohooo!
now that i have the bf, i want to 提灯笼 & 赏月; not just 吃月饼 at home!!!
i hate exam stress.
simply unbearable.
i've been trying to keep myself busy!
like read & read can!
arghhh!
very random..
but next year, i wanna have a good mid-autum festival!
i wanna 提灯笼！
i'll take it that i didnt have a chance last year and this year becos i'm a part time student and 中秋节 hit right into my term time.
boohooo!
now that i have the bf, i want to 提灯笼 & 赏月; not just 吃月饼 at home!!!
Chapter 10.1
I've decided to start poing; in exact,
publish my po after 10 silent chapters.
woo~~
to start off... i'm flying to CHN for the 3rd time in dec.
CHN is love~!
publish my po after 10 silent chapters.
woo~~
to start off... i'm flying to CHN for the 3rd time in dec.
CHN is love~!
Chapter 10
i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early tonight.
i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early and that my day ends early and starts early tml.
i'm mugging now becos tml is the paper.
i'm mugging now becos i want to get it over and done with.
note to self.
i will po abt 现代的爱情 after my paper next monday.
i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early and that my day ends early and starts early tml.
i'm mugging now becos tml is the paper.
i'm mugging now becos i want to get it over and done with.
note to self.
i will po abt 现代的爱情 after my paper next monday.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Chapter 6
LV Sling
LV French Purse
Logitec Wireless Mouse
Polarid Cammie
M)phosis Bag / Flip-flops
Lunch Bag
Key purse
Shades
settling for the needs and wanting the best possible...
LV French Purse
Logitec Wireless Mouse
Polarid Cammie
M)phosis Bag / Flip-flops
Lunch Bag
Key purse
Shades
settling for the needs and wanting the best possible...
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Chapter 3.1
been some time since i really work from home, admist all the checking of mails during my off days.
glad i did it.
it's too tedious a process.
nah.
talking abt inter-ctry project...
wat to do...
glad i did it.
it's too tedious a process.
nah.
talking abt inter-ctry project...
wat to do...
Chapter 3
My mum bought me a ten.eighty blingz hairband which supposedly is already at a discount.
The original price on the tag (from what i saw) is eighteen bucks.
duhz!
it better be of a certain quality blingz.
it better not drop any single blingz over the next 6 months.
and i saw my mum got one for my sis as well.
duhz! that's twenty bucks lor.
i'm feeling the pinch.
damn!
whatever happen to me?
it's blingz!
aiyeh.. i just feel my mum kena conned.
worst, she said 'it's ok lah. bu hui gui!'
when i actually,
shouted..'HUH! TEN DOLLARS FOR THIS?'
gosh.
i'm really saving up now.
The original price on the tag (from what i saw) is eighteen bucks.
duhz!
it better be of a certain quality blingz.
it better not drop any single blingz over the next 6 months.
and i saw my mum got one for my sis as well.
duhz! that's twenty bucks lor.
i'm feeling the pinch.
damn!
whatever happen to me?
it's blingz!
aiyeh.. i just feel my mum kena conned.
worst, she said 'it's ok lah. bu hui gui!'
when i actually,
shouted..'HUH! TEN DOLLARS FOR THIS?'
gosh.
i'm really saving up now.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Chapter 2.3
me new love.
LV french purse!
drool~ can someone introduce it to me at a cheaper rate?
or recommend a cheaper purchase?!
LV french purse!
drool~ can someone introduce it to me at a cheaper rate?
or recommend a cheaper purchase?!
Chapter 2.2
I'm gonna settle for a LV and not gucci anymore.
I have had enough of fancy thoughts.
It's time to put them into reality.
I have had enough of fancy thoughts.
It's time to put them into reality.
Chapter 2
I remember quite clearly it wasnt me who say not to invite the Heads.
Now it seems that it is me.
Idoitic to the max.
Now it seems that it is me.
Idoitic to the max.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Chapter 1
read this from a mag - Cosmopolitan
how true.. i tot some of the replies are rather.. ahem.. sweet?!
Q1] What's your most common argument with gfs?
R1 - Money - when she spends mine!
R2 - We argue abt things I do - or rather dont do - like watching TV instead of doing the washing.
Q2] Who gets blamed for arguments?
R1 - Me, I'll accept blame for an easy life. (this is what my guy should be like!)
R2 - I like to flip the blame back on to her, so even if I'm wrong I'm always right. I'll try to make her think it's her fault. (-_-||| GUYS!)
Q3] What's your arguing style?
R1 - It's like a game of tennis. Women hit it to you and you bat it back.
R2 - I tend to let things build up, so when i do finally say something, it all comes out.
R3 - I make my pt, then make myself busy and leave her to think abt it. (fair enough)
Q4] Have you ever refused to back down, even when she's right?
R1 - I dont see the advantage of that. Life's much easier if you back down.
R2 - If it's you who made the mistake, what's the pt in not backing down? If you know you're wrong, it's not fair.
R3 - There's no pleasure in deliberately winding her up - and yo'll pay for it.
(EXACTLY!)
Q5] What annoys you most abt the way women argue? (sadly.. i'm into all...)
R1 - Girls always think they're right.
R2 - They make you feel really small.
R3 - I once broke up with a girl because she argued abt everything.
'R4 - I sometimes cant rem whether what she's complaining abt actually happened or if she's just making it up.
Q6] How do you feel when women cry during an argument? (uber sweetness of the guys!)
R1 - Awful.
R2 - Guilty as hell.
R3 - It just feels wrong.
R4 - When a woman cries during an argument, you just want to give them a cuddle. But we shouldnt be telling you this - we're giving you ammo!
Q7] And what about when women swear?
R1 - It shows they're passionate, especialy if they dont usually swear.
R2 - If they're frustrated enough to resort to swearing, you know you're in trouble.
Q8] What arguing style annoys you the most?
R1 - When they dont listen to anything you say. That really frustrates me.
R2 - When they send you on a guilt trip for something you didnt do on purpose.
Q9] Have you ever threatened to dump a girl and not meant it?
R1 - I once said, 'If you dont lie it, just leave,' - but I was praying she wouldnt' It was just a last resort to try to win the argument!
Q10] Do you ever involve other people in your arguments?
R1 - I'd rather keep the argument between us. It's not anything to do with other people.
R2 - You cant win.
Q11] Do you think arguing can be good for a relationship?
R1 - Once we've had an argument, things are better than they were before because we understand each other better.
R2 - An argument is just a discussion about things that mean something to you both.
Q12] Whats the difference between a row with your friends and a row with your gf?
R1 - You can say exactly what you think to your mates and make up over a pint the next day. But if you fall out with your gf, you might never get back on track.
Q13] Would you get into an argument if someone had upset your gf? (i wish this is the case too...)
R1 - Definitely - if somebody upsets her, they upset me. I'd defend her, even if she was in the wrong.
R2 - When you're arguing together, you know how far you'll both go. But when some stranger starts yelling at her, you donk know what they might do next.
----
Find out (how to win those man rows...)
1. Men tend to be solution-oriented. Present your argument as a problem and he's more likely to resolve the issue.
2. Choose your moment - and avoid alcohol if you're planning on bringing up a serious issue.
3. Dont project the issue in your relationship on to him by thinking, 'If he did what i want, our relationship will be really good.'
4. Not saying anything when you're furious is just being passive-aggressive - and he'll generally be able to tell.
5. There's a big difference between assertion and aggression. If you're shouting, your message is being lost.
6. If you're both struggling to listen, set a timer for five mins at a time, and dont interrupt while the other person's talking.
7. Consider your audience. Think abt the way he's likely to hear what you're saying.
8. Dont use blame to win arguments; Say, 'When this happened, it made me feel...',not, 'It's your fault...'
9. Whatever the outcome of your argument, see it as progress!
how true.. i tot some of the replies are rather.. ahem.. sweet?!
Q1] What's your most common argument with gfs?
R1 - Money - when she spends mine!
R2 - We argue abt things I do - or rather dont do - like watching TV instead of doing the washing.
Q2] Who gets blamed for arguments?
R1 - Me, I'll accept blame for an easy life. (this is what my guy should be like!)
R2 - I like to flip the blame back on to her, so even if I'm wrong I'm always right. I'll try to make her think it's her fault. (-_-||| GUYS!)
Q3] What's your arguing style?
R1 - It's like a game of tennis. Women hit it to you and you bat it back.
R2 - I tend to let things build up, so when i do finally say something, it all comes out.
R3 - I make my pt, then make myself busy and leave her to think abt it. (fair enough)
Q4] Have you ever refused to back down, even when she's right?
R1 - I dont see the advantage of that. Life's much easier if you back down.
R2 - If it's you who made the mistake, what's the pt in not backing down? If you know you're wrong, it's not fair.
R3 - There's no pleasure in deliberately winding her up - and yo'll pay for it.
(EXACTLY!)
Q5] What annoys you most abt the way women argue? (sadly.. i'm into all...)
R1 - Girls always think they're right.
R2 - They make you feel really small.
R3 - I once broke up with a girl because she argued abt everything.
'R4 - I sometimes cant rem whether what she's complaining abt actually happened or if she's just making it up.
Q6] How do you feel when women cry during an argument? (uber sweetness of the guys!)
R1 - Awful.
R2 - Guilty as hell.
R3 - It just feels wrong.
R4 - When a woman cries during an argument, you just want to give them a cuddle. But we shouldnt be telling you this - we're giving you ammo!
Q7] And what about when women swear?
R1 - It shows they're passionate, especialy if they dont usually swear.
R2 - If they're frustrated enough to resort to swearing, you know you're in trouble.
Q8] What arguing style annoys you the most?
R1 - When they dont listen to anything you say. That really frustrates me.
R2 - When they send you on a guilt trip for something you didnt do on purpose.
Q9] Have you ever threatened to dump a girl and not meant it?
R1 - I once said, 'If you dont lie it, just leave,' - but I was praying she wouldnt' It was just a last resort to try to win the argument!
Q10] Do you ever involve other people in your arguments?
R1 - I'd rather keep the argument between us. It's not anything to do with other people.
R2 - You cant win.
Q11] Do you think arguing can be good for a relationship?
R1 - Once we've had an argument, things are better than they were before because we understand each other better.
R2 - An argument is just a discussion about things that mean something to you both.
Q12] Whats the difference between a row with your friends and a row with your gf?
R1 - You can say exactly what you think to your mates and make up over a pint the next day. But if you fall out with your gf, you might never get back on track.
Q13] Would you get into an argument if someone had upset your gf? (i wish this is the case too...)
R1 - Definitely - if somebody upsets her, they upset me. I'd defend her, even if she was in the wrong.
R2 - When you're arguing together, you know how far you'll both go. But when some stranger starts yelling at her, you donk know what they might do next.
----
Find out (how to win those man rows...)
1. Men tend to be solution-oriented. Present your argument as a problem and he's more likely to resolve the issue.
2. Choose your moment - and avoid alcohol if you're planning on bringing up a serious issue.
3. Dont project the issue in your relationship on to him by thinking, 'If he did what i want, our relationship will be really good.'
4. Not saying anything when you're furious is just being passive-aggressive - and he'll generally be able to tell.
5. There's a big difference between assertion and aggression. If you're shouting, your message is being lost.
6. If you're both struggling to listen, set a timer for five mins at a time, and dont interrupt while the other person's talking.
7. Consider your audience. Think abt the way he's likely to hear what you're saying.
8. Dont use blame to win arguments; Say, 'When this happened, it made me feel...',not, 'It's your fault...'
9. Whatever the outcome of your argument, see it as progress!
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