As one gets older, the expectation one sets get higher.
Perhaps setting higher expectations show the capabilities of what one hopes to achieve and ultimately, if it is achievable.
If we are going to measure the success of the said person,
then a measurable expectations compared with the outcomes will tell.
I reached school feeling nervous.
Not because I wasn't prepared.
But rather, I wanted to enter the hall with 101% confidence.
I know it is not easy, considering I did skipped certain topics.
My heart was thumping so hard and I could feel myself gasping for air.
Exam stress.. Damn..
I wasn't coping it well. Or I thought I will be able to.
I'm not taking it easy because a 60% effort will lead you passing the exam yet I felt the stress I'm putting myself through.
I don't want to settle for just a pass.
If 60% can give me the pass, I want to give it at least 80% to try for the A.
Duh! was the 2 mins to 10 the most painful time in life today.
I could literally feel myself blacking out any minute.
Luckily, all went well.
I read through the papers.
Checked and scribble all the pointers I remembered.
Not long, I started blabbering; elaborating all that I could.
I hope to at least score a A- for this.
My CAP has dropped since my first sem.
If I still dont buck up... I know I'll be very disappointed with myself.
Having said that, it's 5 more days to the next paper.
Wish me lucks!
Exam is not something I'm afraid of.
Instead, it's expectations I'm taking care of.
funny. =)
23岁的我，反复经历了很多。
其实也没有很老，为什么压力会那么大！
自我要求的极限也太不可思议了吧！
