in 2009,
- celebrated my birthday for the first time with the bf being the chef and getting me a surprise bday cake and of cos a new cammie which i love lotsa;
- also celebrated our first anniversary with inexpensive gifts;
- did well for my studies;
- got promoted;
- met up with f&c more;
- learn to play bridge;
- know a new group of friends, G10;
- stop playing beach volley;
- started running;
- travelled the most times and also the furthest;
- been to a cty during winter season;
- bought a new hp;
and being paperfishy' santa!
in 2010 (internally);
i want to be more responsible for my actions;
i want to be nicer;
i want to be who i really am;
and i want to be heard.
in 2010 (externally);
i want to learn to listen to his problems more;
i want to hang out with the girls more;
i want to chill with paperfishy more;
i want to read more;
i want to travel more;
i want to complete my degree with a bang;
i want to start planning for our future;
and i want to accept him better.
money can buy me anything but it cant buy me happiness from within.
women from veneus loves to talk to share; and i talk to seek peace.
in 2010; i really want to be a nicer person than what i am this year.
i want to njoy life better cos i will only be 24 once!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Chapter 32
the last weekend to end 2009.
this year, i wanna share my achievements in 2009 and my resolutions for 2010.
not an easy po.
but i'll try.
till then!
njoy the rest of the year!
this year, i wanna share my achievements in 2009 and my resolutions for 2010.
not an easy po.
but i'll try.
till then!
njoy the rest of the year!
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Chapter 30.1
wishlists gonna be cross off real soon once i managed to convince myself to get the LV french.
meanwhile, just an update,
BB - checked;
new watch - soon to be checked.
i've set eyes on 2 pieces by BCBG MAX AZRIA..
for those who have no idea on the brand Max Azria, either go google it or
Max Azria (born January 1, 1949) is a French fashion designer of Tunisian descent who founded the contemporary women's clothing brand BCBGMAXAZRIA. Azria is also the designer, chairman and CEO of BCBGMAXAZRIA Group, a global fashion house that encompasses over 22 brands. (credit of wikipedia)
meanwhile, just an update,
BB - checked;
new watch - soon to be checked.
i've set eyes on 2 pieces by BCBG MAX AZRIA..
for those who have no idea on the brand Max Azria, either go google it or
Max Azria (born January 1, 1949) is a French fashion designer of Tunisian descent who founded the contemporary women's clothing brand BCBGMAXAZRIA. Azria is also the designer, chairman and CEO of BCBGMAXAZRIA Group, a global fashion house that encompasses over 22 brands. (credit of wikipedia)
both look nice.. shall see my final taste tml!
woohooo!
happy happy 2009.. off we march to 2010!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Chapter XX
Merry xmas netizens!
Just before xmas zoom past, some words for myself!
For this xmas -2009
Paperfishy
Paragon starbucks
Punggol
Bb clan
Ktv
Parker
Bedok 85
1.45pm
Super emo
Feeling guilty
In need of directions!
Just before xmas zoom past, some words for myself!
For this xmas -2009
Paperfishy
Paragon starbucks
Punggol
Bb clan
Ktv
Parker
Bedok 85
1.45pm
Super emo
Feeling guilty
In need of directions!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Chapter 28.3
in a r/s,
we should nv ever compare.
nv compare abt status.
nv compare abt language.
nv compare abt tones.
nv compare abt friends.
nv compare abt family members.
the whole issue abt comparing only negatified the rs and will not beautified the rs.
looking at the big picture, differences should be accomodated and not being compared.
i hate to compare and i'm still learning to have a bigger heart to accomodate.
we should nv ever compare.
nv compare abt status.
nv compare abt language.
nv compare abt tones.
nv compare abt friends.
nv compare abt family members.
the whole issue abt comparing only negatified the rs and will not beautified the rs.
looking at the big picture, differences should be accomodated and not being compared.
i hate to compare and i'm still learning to have a bigger heart to accomodate.
Chapter 28.2
this dec. this xmas.
coming jan. coming bday.
i'm going to get:
bb bold.
a new watch and hopefully still enough budget..
a LV french for myself.
in life, if you dont even know when to pamper urself, no one will start pampering you.
i dont want to sound emo or depress.
but i guess i have seen enough, heard enough and experience enough to know that
love is not all abt giving.
if loving does not bring abt happiness, dont hope for it.
how vulnerable can a r/s get.
how can a young couple at the secondary era swear that love is a happy ending.
how can they ever live as if they will be together for the rest of their life.
how many life partners are exactly a follow through since they get together?
how do one determine togetherness for life.
moving past secondary era, JC or poly days emerge.
then, how many can swear to be faithful without looking or taking a glance ard the surroundings.
just as vulnerable as the sec sch days.
graduating from school and stepping into the society.
how can one endure the nv ending temptations?
be it people, the lifestyles, the interest and the likes & dislikes.
how then can 2 people swear to go through thick and thin together?
as i gain my wisdom as i grow, i nv once stop thinking abt the life ahead.
whats the future i want.
what then will i call is the happiness i desire for?
often, i look ard seeing young couples.
i nv stop wondering if they know what lies ahead of them.
love is indeed a painful experience to go through.
the tot of seeing them happily together and yet moves ahead of time to 'feel' them may not be together in the future, i dislike that thought. but that is life.
how torturous can that get.
i'll be 24 soon.
i know my friends have all been there.
i dont want to be worrying abt r/s differences.
i often hope for fairytale like scenes.
and watching too much dramas is causing me to sink further.
age' catching up on me.
it has always been my dream to get married at 23.
now that it is not going to happen, duhz!
i stop dreaming and wake up from the 'marriage-ous' phase.
reality is cruel.
but i guess being courageous and strong is a must if you want to survive well.
i hate to admit certain issues.
but if trying is not working and it becomes trying too hard..
then it is best if things are left as it is.
nothing turns out well if we need to try too hard to accomplish it.
- HY
*** edited *** 1707hrs ***
i'm really happy that my sis manage to find her happiness and is engaged (per say).
it's really not easy to move to that.
she is now going to spend her life with someone she knows is the one.
i'm also happy for her that she now has a flat she calls her own.
though it will be some time, but at least it's firm.
wishing her the very best for her future!
i'm truely happy from the bottom of my heart.
coming jan. coming bday.
i'm going to get:
bb bold.
a new watch and hopefully still enough budget..
a LV french for myself.
in life, if you dont even know when to pamper urself, no one will start pampering you.
i dont want to sound emo or depress.
but i guess i have seen enough, heard enough and experience enough to know that
love is not all abt giving.
if loving does not bring abt happiness, dont hope for it.
how vulnerable can a r/s get.
how can a young couple at the secondary era swear that love is a happy ending.
how can they ever live as if they will be together for the rest of their life.
how many life partners are exactly a follow through since they get together?
how do one determine togetherness for life.
moving past secondary era, JC or poly days emerge.
then, how many can swear to be faithful without looking or taking a glance ard the surroundings.
just as vulnerable as the sec sch days.
graduating from school and stepping into the society.
how can one endure the nv ending temptations?
be it people, the lifestyles, the interest and the likes & dislikes.
how then can 2 people swear to go through thick and thin together?
as i gain my wisdom as i grow, i nv once stop thinking abt the life ahead.
whats the future i want.
what then will i call is the happiness i desire for?
often, i look ard seeing young couples.
i nv stop wondering if they know what lies ahead of them.
love is indeed a painful experience to go through.
the tot of seeing them happily together and yet moves ahead of time to 'feel' them may not be together in the future, i dislike that thought. but that is life.
how torturous can that get.
i'll be 24 soon.
i know my friends have all been there.
i dont want to be worrying abt r/s differences.
i often hope for fairytale like scenes.
and watching too much dramas is causing me to sink further.
age' catching up on me.
it has always been my dream to get married at 23.
now that it is not going to happen, duhz!
i stop dreaming and wake up from the 'marriage-ous' phase.
reality is cruel.
but i guess being courageous and strong is a must if you want to survive well.
i hate to admit certain issues.
but if trying is not working and it becomes trying too hard..
then it is best if things are left as it is.
nothing turns out well if we need to try too hard to accomplish it.
- HY
*** edited *** 1707hrs ***
i'm really happy that my sis manage to find her happiness and is engaged (per say).
it's really not easy to move to that.
she is now going to spend her life with someone she knows is the one.
i'm also happy for her that she now has a flat she calls her own.
though it will be some time, but at least it's firm.
wishing her the very best for her future!
i'm truely happy from the bottom of my heart.
Chapter 28.1
hello netizens!
the queen is back from the wonderland of the great china capital!
gosh was the whole trip breath-taking.
though the only regret is there aint any shopping done.. (but this is expected)..
still the experience of scenery and enchanting views of the numerous landscape is something priceless.
on top of it.. the winter freeze and cooling breeze is way beyond what the dollars can give.
seen the lake freeze before?
seen the sun setting right infront of you at 4-ish pm?
seen the great wall cover with bits & pieces of *dirty* snow?
seen the xmas decor in china?
the wooper tall & magnificant xmas tree? me loveeesss!
did a jump shot at a place holy-ly near heaven?!
a cammie is soooo impt for this trip with no shopping! ahhaha!
anyway.. here's some snapshots of really nice viewss..
there's more. i'll try to be hardworking to upload them... *_*
the queen is back from the wonderland of the great china capital!
gosh was the whole trip breath-taking.
though the only regret is there aint any shopping done.. (but this is expected)..
still the experience of scenery and enchanting views of the numerous landscape is something priceless.
on top of it.. the winter freeze and cooling breeze is way beyond what the dollars can give.
seen the lake freeze before?
seen the sun setting right infront of you at 4-ish pm?
seen the great wall cover with bits & pieces of *dirty* snow?
seen the xmas decor in china?
the wooper tall & magnificant xmas tree? me loveeesss!
did a jump shot at a place holy-ly near heaven?!
a cammie is soooo impt for this trip with no shopping! ahhaha!
anyway.. here's some snapshots of really nice viewss..
there's more. i'll try to be hardworking to upload them... *_*
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Chapter 26
Apologizing does not mean that you are wrong and the other person is right.
It just means that you value your relationship more than you ego.
(xtract from jack' blog)
nice.
It just means that you value your relationship more than you ego.
(xtract from jack' blog)
nice.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Chapter 24
'pick up the damn calls lah.'
short sentence and one wonders how long it will take to heal.
i want to be out of e sight.
short sentence and one wonders how long it will take to heal.
i want to be out of e sight.
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