Saturday, January 29, 2011

Been a while since the last proper po. Nothing exciting throughout the month, xcept that my pretty nails are still intact, and i'm hoping it will last me till CNY. Lots of compliments, and ppls asking how i can work and of cos, how much it cost.




Totally not an issue when it comes to work and i'm definitely not those you-xiu girl you know. I'm still pretty much carrying & moving stuffs round the coy.. so yep! just need to get used to it. But it's undeniable that there's certain inconvenience when it comes to daily life. For me, it ought to be opening of can drink. there's no way i can drink without the help of @crissyeo or my colleagues.

But i'm getting better working with these nails. Just last nite, i actually MJ-ed with @joelim, @diva and @yvonne which i totally cant 2 weeks ago. Talking abt MJ... it was so bad for my second round last nite i almost puked looking at my tiles. Totally maddening and for those who knows my habit.. getting pissed is a definite NO-NO to MJ for me.. but it was so bad... i totally gave up after the whole game. 氣死人! To think i managed to 自摸大三元, game with 清一色 and 平湖 o my first game and can lost after 2 games. Dunno to be happy or not.

Anyway, talking abt MJ, we (grace, CH, criss & myself) used to play together. But i doubt this combi gonna play for long cos it's weird playing among 2 couples. Damn! no more fri MJ khakis! boohooo!

Also, it's CNY coming Thurs. CNY eve on Wed gonna be yet another blast i guess, with the cousins gathering round the tables, gossiping, being lame and eating together. This yr's CNY seems to come a little fast. Cant believe that i have not get myself new shoes yet. Tml shall be a busy day shopping. Let's hope i can get my lazy body outta house. And i've cleaned my room so many times, i'm giving up cleaning. There's just too many clothes. And i dont exactly like the fact of the maternal relatives visiting us always on Day 2 when we will actually be meeting them again on Day 3. It sucks having to entertain relatives you met only once in a year. *reads: fake*

Valentine will also be round the corner after CNY. Again, another busy Feb. Cos i'll be flying off to China the following week. By the time i'm back, it'll be end Feb, approaching Mar. Tsk!! All these [in-advanced] schedule nv fails to amaze me. I'm so glad 2011 seems so much like a travelling year for me. Woohooo!

And the next thing i really wanna start doing is to be back on the track. I've seriously procrastinate long enough with all the festivals and dinning with @crissyeo. Where's the 2 times running a week session HY?! Please start exercising after CNY!! *chants*it.feels.really.good.running.on.the.track.*stress-free*





Loving the view of my nike-free from this angle!! Chio max! 













Generally, that's how life has been. Not whining abt work anymore. I'm getting tired of it. I'll just move a step at a time. ETS's office has an opening and I'll most probably send in my application tml. I cant stand how my current coy is anymore with all the politics and what's not. I do know politics are everywhere but it's also abt time i move on unless.. unless... the next PB payout is good? We shall see. As for F&C, i dont think i've hang out with them over the past weekends. Jan just seems to fly pass leh. Need to start asking them out for dinners! Cheesecake cafe!!! *grinz*

Oh.. and the whole of today was spent recovering the lack of sleep over the week which xplains why I'm still up at this hour. The bf is working nite shift and hopefully i will be up long enough to chat with him later when he's out for supper. loves

It's nice spending the day with you like today. Though we merely had a meal together, watch 30mins of show together and the rest of the time with you doing your stuff and me in lala land. I tot it was simple enough as a weekend and life couldnt be any better for me now.

" I believe the nicest and sweetest days are not those on which anything very splendid or wonderful or exciting happens, but just those that bring simple little pleasures, following one another softly, like pearls slipping off a string.  "                 — L. M. Montgomery


Lastly, Happy CNY 2011 everyone!
May the coming rabbit year be another year of unlimited wealth and better health for you & your love ones! xoxo
*還在欠錢的人,記得不要欠過年哦!我還清了我的債,不知道有多開心!*



"A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one."  — Mae West / (Source: kari-shma, via quote-book)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

** note to self **

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

11.1.11

Was a happy day cos it's e first time we actually shopped w an intention to purchase!
At least I don't recall us having serious purchase like just!

Also loving all our talks!

Have you done something worthy today?


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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Disgusted not by the fact but by what you have choosen to believe instead.
Disgusted not by what you want to believe but how you have choosen to put your words across.
Disgusted by how you nv fails to rant up the past whenever you start your nonsensical screams.
Even more disgusted of myself for not learning my lessons and nv stop asking you for any help.

if this is what you want, you'll get it.
i'm sure i can get it over and done with.
for you dont see my effort, and i shant explain myself.

isnt it also a false front wanting to pick me when i always make my way home on my own whenever i return?
i seriously dont need it but was i given a choice?
to think i believe it was from the heart.

|| BELIEVE ||
|| BE ||LIE|| VE ||
i actually went to read my entries po in 2009 while waiting for @crissyeo to wake up from his sleep.
came across my last po in year 2009, dec 28 and this is what was written:

***
in 2010 (internally);

i want to be more responsible for my actions;
i want to be nicer;
i want to be who i really am;
and i want to be heard.

in 2010 (externally);
i want to learn to listen to his problems more;
i want to hang out with the girls more;
i want to chill with paperfishy more;
i want to read more;
i want to travel more;
i want to complete my degree with a bang;
i want to start planning for our future;
and i want to accept him better.

money can buy me anything but it cant buy me happiness from within.
women from Venus loves to talk to share; and i talk to seek peace.

in 2010; i really want to be a nicer person than what i am this year.
i want to njoy life better cos i will only be 24 once!

***

comparing it with what i po yesterday for 2010!

i'm POM for doing better than what i've set to achieve.

[for me to know, for you to find out!]

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

2 more days before we officially countdown to another GREAT year ahead! Was trying to do a review of my 2010 dramatic life (as usual) but realise that i cant really do so cos i've jumble all my tots between what happened in year 2009 - year 2010. Apparently, I have images of FM / Melody / Angela bday celebration at Zhou Zhuang, Qi's Convo and even Lynn ROM in me which I lump it into year 2010.
How mess up can I get?!

Anyway, here's how 2010 has been for me.
p.s. It's like myself being torn apart between the.hardworking vs. the.party

Major.Events:
Jan - birthday countdown @ Furama
Feb - Laopo's celebration @ Barrage
       - CNY & Valentine falling on the same day.
       - went house visiting @ Qi & Angela's place. Lou Hei @ Angela' 
Mar - FM / Angela' celebration @ Crab rest.
Apr - SHE' concert  
May - Went over to China, Nanning, Neimeng, Baotou over 5 days. Changed 3 hotels.
        - Studied for my exam.
        - Xiaozhu' concert
Jun   - SK' wedding 
Jul    - Went over to Indonesia, Tangerrang for a villagy lifestyle as well as a superb short work trip.
        - Head to KL / Genting as well.
Aug  - One month work from home.
Sep  - Partified with HH Club.
Oct  - Graduation on 7 Oct!
        - Visited Safari Halloween for the first time.
        - Did my first 10K!
Nov - BB died on me.
       - Dinner with BCF!!!! 
       - Cheryl darling finally settled down for good!
Dec - My 世界唯一, Carol Chow was engaged to Jason Liang.
       - Went on a superb long holiday to HKG for work & leisure with the cousins!
       - And that I met you!    

just by listing the above, it seems to be an eventful year heh. And a year full of ups & downs.

Ended my 2.5 yrs of studies and had my best Unisim life only at the last sem. (too lazy to link up) but i did po an entry on that. LOL

Ended also, a 2.5yrs r/s which i nv tot i would. And i honestly like the phase from LPM '一山还比一山高'
I am so wrong and blinded and believe what i tot shld be the case. Even believe is spelt with 'LIE' if you notice. Nonetheless, this is still the best decision i have ever make.
To know the true you and the real me. And for that, I'm grateful for the courage and heartless i possess within me. Lesson learnt. A disgusted truth. 

The aftermath of a dramatic series, not measuring at all any losses... I have BCF, LPM, @paperfishy & @joelim and everyone else to count on. I also get to know a 'friend' better and I can never understand how i can manage to have different type of friendship with every single person who crossed my life & them who i deem deserve my friendship. Very individualist and that's the reason why every single one of you is special in my heart.

Of cos, the best ought be being introduced to HH Club by BCF! which totally bring me to who i am now. Only then i realise i haven been me for quite a while. =)
It doesnt matter to me anymore if i save / spend how much so long as i'm happy doing what i want to do.
HH Club was different from the vball gang years ago though there's some similarities of being big group and that everyone is from different backgrd but come together for a sole purpose. Simply loves everyone there to bits cos we r party animals!!

Needless to say, LPM is still going strong. We have fen back with us. I meet laopo after work to travel back together. Even have regular running session. There's no need to mention how proud I am of her now that she can do 10 rounds! and at times, more motivated and determine than me! Cheesecake cafe is a bonus for elvin' split second and i will want to go there anytime!

And to @paperfishy, though she will nv read it! I wish for you to be happy, to be burden-free and to be blessed & loved for who you are for the rest of your life! My darling precious always!!

And 2010 was also a year where my closest gfs settled down. 2 of them somemore. mad loves weddings and it's wonderful seeing them settling down!

Finally, to @crissyeo! even though it has been barely a month and that 50% of the time i was away... thanks for your assurance and giving in to me. thanks for being ever straight-forward! with no image in mind! and for being able to read me. I know now may not be the best & fairest period i can give you at this point, but i'm grateful and appreciate your understanding. <3 I'll remember your 'message in a bottle!'
Looking forward to what 2011 will be for us! loves

and below are the screen shot of my FB status throughout 2010!
personal fav are highlighted! Wheee!!!

Till then!
Have a great party on 31st Dec peeps!!!
The coming year shall be a better one for all!

xoxo
HY





















Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Citysq's Fish Manhattan
Hougang Mall
Punggol Park
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PS's Ajisen
Orchard Central
313 Somerset
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161, 83
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Ion's BKT
Taka
Paragon
Heeren
Centerpoint
OG Orchard
PS
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Totally blown away!


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