Disgusted not by the fact but by what you have choosen to believe instead.
Disgusted not by what you want to believe but how you have choosen to put your words across.
Disgusted by how you nv fails to rant up the past whenever you start your nonsensical screams.
Even more disgusted of myself for not learning my lessons and nv stop asking you for any help.

if this is what you want, you'll get it.
i'm sure i can get it over and done with.
for you dont see my effort, and i shant explain myself.

isnt it also a false front wanting to pick me when i always make my way home on my own whenever i return?
i seriously dont need it but was i given a choice?
to think i believe it was from the heart.

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