saw this quote on @JiaHui FB.
Indeed meaningful.

要在一起的时候，是两个人的决定。要分手的时候，是一个人的决定。

no wonder Chinese is such a profound language.
It certainly explains what I want to say in a clearer pictures.

Day 5.
I shld stop keeping up with updates.

Very unhealthy.
To think I do not have enough problems myself? I feel shitty caught in e issues w friends.

I'm pushing everyday.
Packing myself to e brim.
Hoping to be dead tired at e end of everyday just enough to concuss myself.

The best sleep I have so far is an hour nap took this afternoon.

Wet weather will be over soon yah...

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it wont be long before news travel.

该说的已经说了，
该做的已经做了。

4 more months to my birthday.
i think this time i've grown up and
would love to have a 1-person birthday.

mm.. where should i go?

we moved to digital photos so that we stop developing photos and hence need not faced with situations of removing photos off display.
is that why?!

the saddest part about break up is not answering to anyone but answering to yourself.

The most hurtful/painful experience a person can ever left me is having me to remove their photos from wherever it is.

I make sure in future, I stop developing photos of bf so that I don't have to do this act anymore.
FML, I printed new sets of photos ready to be updated on my cubicle on thurs and they will be off to the bin now.
I shall not develop and upload any photos of bf in future! I hate this feeling of erasing someone completely but again,
This is me!


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當兩個人的生活關，價值觀，理想，未來到達了無法共識時的地步，已經沒有必要在再一起。

沒有必要在浪費彼此的時間。

我知道我會很難過，但，我會好。

就算未來的路我會一個人，至少，我過的是我要的生活。



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Technology changes the way ppl communicate.
Perhaps just me.
But this is what I found out:

#fb - chats w parents
#twitter - chats w cousins
#whatsapp - chats w friends
#bb - work mails

So cool huh!
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There'll be times in life when u wake up and realise that all along, you have been looking for something and you don't find it?

Either you continue with the search or give up what you are looking for?

People following me would have know that I face really bad stuff at work. It is unbearable, totally miserable to me. Whole load of craps!

People growing up w me would have know that me being happy, it's e utmost important principle. I can be wout money, wout a job but so long I am happy, that's all that matter.

Afterall, u often hear ppl saying life is short, isn't it?

I really think that after so long, nothing or no one else matter more than me. At the end of the day, if I'm not haPpy, I dont even care if u are.

Treat me well, u'll get it back in multiple times.

U can say that that's selfish of me. But what's wrong w loving ownself more than anything else?

You really think that in this world, there are still people out there willing to sacrifice n die for u?
Sorry lor.. I won't die for anyone except:
U're my dad, my mom, my sis, my husband or my children.

Sorry friends, I'm being truthful, I can't possible give up my life for u, but I will always give u the best I could.

I know how contradicting I am. I know how I've said how much I love my job. But seriously, things change. The person may not have change, but the way things work may have. 6 months are more than enough a time period to test things.

So long I began shutting things off, you know that you have no case on me.

Likewise for rs. Once I shut off, it means enough.

Dreams and plans don't always work out, do they
Neither do birthday wishes. So why are we still celebrating bday every year?

Emo much? Yes, I am.

I feel sad at myself and if I continue to plan or think abt my life 2yrs down, I would want nothing but e best and fulfilling my dreams as far as possible.

p.s works suck big time! I wish leonardo can bring me in to my dreams and I fucking kill those people I hate in my dream. May them suffer e pain before they wake up in shock.

p.p.s note to self: nv to realise u are not suitable for each other only at the point of getting married. Bloody painful and irresponsible on any one party.

p.p.p.s I didn't know all along I have been assuming things that won't be happening anytime soon. God damn assumption.

Time to wake up and make a choice!

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