Thursday, November 12, 2009

Chapter 12

It has been 4 days into exam leave and i've also been working (from home) over the past 4 days.
this morning, i'm going to NEwater just so to make this a good closure for everyone.
damn!
I wish I'm in bed still and only start my day later...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Chapter 11

As one gets older, the expectation one sets get higher.
Perhaps setting higher expectations show the capabilities of what one hopes to achieve and ultimately, if it is achievable.

If we are going to measure the success of the said person,
then a measurable expectations compared with the outcomes will tell.

I reached school feeling nervous.
Not because I wasn't prepared.
But rather, I wanted to enter the hall with 101% confidence.
I know it is not easy, considering I did skipped certain topics.
My heart was thumping so hard and I could feel myself gasping for air.
Exam stress.. Damn..

I wasn't coping it well. Or I thought I will be able to.
I'm not taking it easy because a 60% effort will lead you passing the exam yet I felt the stress I'm putting myself through.
I don't want to settle for just a pass.
If 60% can give me the pass, I want to give it at least 80% to try for the A.

Duh! was the 2 mins to 10 the most painful time in life today.
I could literally feel myself blacking out any minute.
Luckily, all went well.

I read through the papers.
Checked and scribble all the pointers I remembered.
Not long, I started blabbering; elaborating all that I could.
I hope to at least score a A- for this.
My CAP has dropped since my first sem.
If I still dont buck up... I know I'll be very disappointed with myself.

Having said that, it's 5 more days to the next paper.
Wish me lucks!
Exam is not something I'm afraid of.
Instead, it's expectations I'm taking care of.
funny. =)

23岁的我,反复经历了很多。
其实也没有很老,为什么压力会那么大!
自我要求的极限也太不可思议了吧!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Chapter 10.2

arghhh!
i hate exam stress.
simply unbearable.

i've been trying to keep myself busy!
like read & read can!
arghhh!

very random..
but next year, i wanna have a good mid-autum festival!
i wanna 提灯笼!
i'll take it that i didnt have a chance last year and this year becos i'm a part time student and 中秋节 hit right into my term time.
boohooo!

now that i have the bf, i want to 提灯笼 & 赏月; not just 吃月饼 at home!!!

Chapter 10.1

I've decided to start poing; in exact,
publish my po after 10 silent chapters.

woo~~

to start off... i'm flying to CHN for the 3rd time in dec.
CHN is love~!

Chapter 10

i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early tonight.
i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early and that my day ends early and starts early tml.
i'm mugging now becos tml is the paper.
i'm mugging now becos i want to get it over and done with.

note to self.
i will po abt 现代的爱情 after my paper next monday.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Chapter 7

not working at all.
i really need to mug somewhere; but definitely not home. =x

Monday, November 2, 2009

Chapter 6

LV Sling
LV French Purse
Logitec Wireless Mouse
Polarid Cammie
M)phosis Bag / Flip-flops
Lunch Bag
Key purse
Shades

settling for the needs and wanting the best possible...