I feel really upset.
but it's ok.
i'm not some teens or 20ish who cant think.

i will be able to make myself feel better.

it always feel tiring in this aspect.
but it wont bother me much.
cos i am who i am.

even if the world forsake me, i wont die on my own.
it's not as if i'm dependable on anyone.

i'm so glad i'm unpreditable.
if you nv use ur heart and soul to love me, i know.
dont turn what i say to deaf ear.
i'm not one you can play ard with.