not going to update my tweets for the next few hours.
i wanna be remind of how angry i was.
it is fated.
not fated to be love by you.

my threshold for unplan plot is not high enough to tolerate the anger i filled within.
the sun is hot, the bags are heavy.
i lugged, chased the buses and made my way.
i look forward to having my hair turn greyish brown.
i have been thinking how to tell the stylist the color i want..
but all these, were cast aside in a moment of an unplan plot.

i am a person who say to throw away things easily.
i am quite sure this is not the first time.
whatever, i stupidly made my way to the bus stop 132456M away under the hot sun.
super pissed, i would have gone off quietly if the bus comes within 5 - 10 mins.
but no, i waited closed to 25mins and still there's no sight of it.

UNDER THE HOT SUN!
super mad, again, i stupidly walked 765432M to wait for a cab.
mad angry, i sent a really childish msg venting my anger.
FOR WAT FUCK!
HY IS SUCH A JOKE.

what's left after my ride home are nothing for a decent lunch.
i'm ok with that.
i rather xchange food for comfort.
i can survive still with just maggie mee.
i'm fine.

but me being me,
the whole idea of having a new hair done for CNY is no longer in my list now.
yes, that's how stubborn i can get.

10 bucks in xchange for comfort.
10 bucks in xchange to keep the smell.

you returning it to me wakes me up totally.