Monday, November 30, 2009

Chapter 22

back from bintan with LPM.
other than losing my cap and the HPs saga..
i really think that this trip is just right for us being our first trip together.

dont be surprise we haven been away as a group.
i guess it is really not easy for us to TRAVEL and all this, if i may recall, was confirmed at Angela's place for Stan bday celebration.

Though the food sucks, and service took foreva,
it's really the company that matters the most.
at least this is better than sleeping before 12 or 1am every night unlike HJ last trip.
not too good to name, but really.. LPM prove that we are no joke.

just photo taking with 3 cams can clock up to a thousand pictures.
how to control?
only 3days 2 night leh... if we are going for longer trip, which we may, *hint Taiwan*
i bet the outcome will be the same.

and becos there's 1000 photos to adjust..
it will really take quite some time to have it done up.
i will try to do some collages up..
till then...

it's time to work hard for another week.
boohoo...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Chapter 21

my mood swing is so accurate that it nv fails to pre-em me of the monthly signs.
totally awesome.
i wish it would not hit into my china trip and since the holiday is back to back weekend,
i have to suffer for this bintan trip.
gosh!
there goes the water sports.
or maybe not.
there's tampon rem?!

just the cramp.
fwah.
sians.
on a happier note.. i'm on LEAVE tml!
yayness!!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Chapter 20

stayed behind in the offie to clear my work earlier on.
alot alot of work.
plenty plenty of it.
how to go on leave with so many outstanding matters?

at least i'm glad that access is not granted to us now.
like i have more reason why things aint done.
yah, right.
they make it this way.

anyway, there's not the main things la.
there's the staff retreat ppt not done yet.
sians lor.
think we'll die all on next fri.
and there's tons of admin. things to worry abt the retreat.
but still?! we finally have a retreat in place.
nice!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Chapter 19

i find it really upsetting today when i have tons and tons of things to clear and all the manager did was to ask me to draft and draft.
i have 101 things on hands to follow up with, on top of that,
if we are gonna be charge and have to pay for their services, then get them to do it.

it's not making sense asking me to do it as if it is my task.
it used to be. but not now can.
the tot of it really makes my blood boils.

i have 1 cohort of particulars to clear to the board.
i have 1 cohort of semester results to track.
i have 2 cohort to be submitted for conferment.
i have a year of records to tracks
and i have endless mark sheets to collate.
bloody hell.
it makes me even more angry when i need to cover others backside.
like they slacking and we have to answer to their shit.
~!@#$%^&*

super pissed.
and i hate the dog at my house (not my dog) who keeps barking non stop.
bloody sickening.
and i hate the way ppl speaks without thinking.
seriously. only know how to point at others not knowing by pointing at others, u are pointing at urself too.
damn ass.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Chapter 17

sitting down at a table for 4, i cant help wondering how life has transform us.
good friends, best friends, pals, sisters, besties, lao pos..
whatever you name it.
friendship is something so vulnerable yet precious.

what will my life become without them?
will things still be the same?
friends are really an influence.
and clicks of a group definitely have certain thinkings and behaviours.
i'm really really glad to known them.

been 11 years? or 12?
amazing heh.
at least i wont forsee myself being with the vballers for 12 years?
not at this rate.

it's sucha simple gathering yet so meaningful.
there's so much laughters and endless talks.
we are really a gem for each other.
boohoo to those who dont appreciate.

no need much say and we understand.
excuse me. 12 years of friendship is not something you can play ard with.
of cos.. angela qing di.. u are my 12 yrs also.. i dont care cos u read my mind so well! bleahs

more such outings please.
it's really enjoyable after a day' work.

Chapter 16

adores dates.
as in dating.

walking along the street with your the other half is one of the nicest thing abt being together.
it ends better by wishing the night was an enjoyable one.

i'm glad having him with me.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Chapter 15

before anything else.. please look at picturress of the moment. mhahaha!
isnt that beautiful?! pink + black.

pink is so... arghhh.. love.
simply cant resist anything with that shade.
which xplains why i need a new 'mouse'.
a pink one of cos! =)

k lar!
today officially marks the end of my exam for the year.
how nice!
no more exams stress!
i dunno how well i will fare but i just want to complete my degree fast.
hur hur!!

no more mugging till next may!
woohoooooo!!!


Sunday, November 15, 2009

Chapter 14

there's alot of things in life which i cannot tolerant.
one of them gonna be food-related.
it may be due to my upbringing.
it may be due to me just wanting to have a good meal.

i cannot tolerant people being stingy or calculative towards food.
and i hate it even more if the yakking coninutes.

eating is supposed to be a happy affairs.
at least to me.
i want to have good meals whenever i can and i'm not choosy abt the quality of food.
i'm choosy with what i eat but if my favourite for example is fried chicken; almost 85% of the market 'fried chicken' will be edible for me.
there's no need to choose the best in my context.
it just makes eating a chore if you want to eat the BEST.
NO?

and the second is being calculative.
totally hate it.
there's no point calculating every single bits of the money spend.
like how many prawns you'll get in a $3 prawn mee?
just doesnt make sense.
so whoever falls into the above 2 categories.. will hardly have me dinning with them.


siansation one.

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sometimes, you just need to accept fate that what is yours is yours and what is not, is not.
tml is my final paper for the year/for the sem..
when you wanted to have dinner, there's no discussions with me if i may / may not be comfortable going.
for me, it's simple.
i want to spend most of my time with you.
i tot you understand.
it's the weekend.
i dont want to be alone mugging.
unlike weekday.
if i have to mug a day before on a weekday, what makes a weekend different?
no, you didnt think abt it.
forget it.
i think it's pointless to talk abt it.
just have to po that the dinner is off FOR ME.
see.. by that, i prove my first statement.

the dinner is not mine to start off with.

siansation two.

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blogging about food lets me crave for the following:

dim sum buffet
sushi buffet
mos corn soup
mhk
green tea. green tea and more green tea...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Chapter 13

heh..
i wish i could have my papers sooner!
i'm not mugging much today cos i managed to do all the calculations.
maths still my favoriteee sub apart from the xian-ing world~

Chapter 12

It has been 4 days into exam leave and i've also been working (from home) over the past 4 days.
this morning, i'm going to NEwater just so to make this a good closure for everyone.
damn!
I wish I'm in bed still and only start my day later...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Chapter 11

As one gets older, the expectation one sets get higher.
Perhaps setting higher expectations show the capabilities of what one hopes to achieve and ultimately, if it is achievable.

If we are going to measure the success of the said person,
then a measurable expectations compared with the outcomes will tell.

I reached school feeling nervous.
Not because I wasn't prepared.
But rather, I wanted to enter the hall with 101% confidence.
I know it is not easy, considering I did skipped certain topics.
My heart was thumping so hard and I could feel myself gasping for air.
Exam stress.. Damn..

I wasn't coping it well. Or I thought I will be able to.
I'm not taking it easy because a 60% effort will lead you passing the exam yet I felt the stress I'm putting myself through.
I don't want to settle for just a pass.
If 60% can give me the pass, I want to give it at least 80% to try for the A.

Duh! was the 2 mins to 10 the most painful time in life today.
I could literally feel myself blacking out any minute.
Luckily, all went well.

I read through the papers.
Checked and scribble all the pointers I remembered.
Not long, I started blabbering; elaborating all that I could.
I hope to at least score a A- for this.
My CAP has dropped since my first sem.
If I still dont buck up... I know I'll be very disappointed with myself.

Having said that, it's 5 more days to the next paper.
Wish me lucks!
Exam is not something I'm afraid of.
Instead, it's expectations I'm taking care of.
funny. =)

23岁的我,反复经历了很多。
其实也没有很老,为什么压力会那么大!
自我要求的极限也太不可思议了吧!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Chapter 10.2

arghhh!
i hate exam stress.
simply unbearable.

i've been trying to keep myself busy!
like read & read can!
arghhh!

very random..
but next year, i wanna have a good mid-autum festival!
i wanna 提灯笼!
i'll take it that i didnt have a chance last year and this year becos i'm a part time student and 中秋节 hit right into my term time.
boohooo!

now that i have the bf, i want to 提灯笼 & 赏月; not just 吃月饼 at home!!!

Chapter 10.1

I've decided to start poing; in exact,
publish my po after 10 silent chapters.

woo~~

to start off... i'm flying to CHN for the 3rd time in dec.
CHN is love~!

Chapter 10

i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early tonight.
i'm mugging now so that i can sleep early and that my day ends early and starts early tml.
i'm mugging now becos tml is the paper.
i'm mugging now becos i want to get it over and done with.

note to self.
i will po abt 现代的爱情 after my paper next monday.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Chapter 7

not working at all.
i really need to mug somewhere; but definitely not home. =x

Monday, November 2, 2009

Chapter 6

LV Sling
LV French Purse
Logitec Wireless Mouse
Polarid Cammie
M)phosis Bag / Flip-flops
Lunch Bag
Key purse
Shades

settling for the needs and wanting the best possible...