I can't stand wasting my life. Especially when it is on others.
I am absolutely alright if I'm wasting myself but definitely not when someone is using my time wout considering me.

My most unacceptable would have to be WAITING!
Waiting for something is sucha pain.in.e.ass k.
Don't preach abt how being patient is a virture. If it is, laywer won't charge and cab fare meter won't jump. All for e art of cultivating a person' attribute.

Making someone wait or making me wait is digging ur own grave, unless prior notice is given.

I know I am always e late one in F&C so I shouldn't be saying no one should make me wait. But I also know that F&C is clearly aware of what sort of person I am, so whatever my po content is, their understanding is different.

In short, I hate to be e wait-er! But I do agree humans are selfish creatures which explains it all.

Life cannot be any complicating...


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i have yet to finish the episode.
but small action like this are enough to melt me.
sweeeetttttt!

Tomorrow this time, I shall be smelling freedom.

I will be able to do it!


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There's a difference between waiting 10mins for someone vs waiting 20mins for another.

If u don't get it, pls look urself in e mirror and laugh at how stupid u are.

Money is important but not at e expense of others!
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Chapter 81

For those who eat outside... have you ever thought about how 'dirty' the 'tray' is whenever you place your utensils on it while bringing your food back to the table?

i cannot help it whenever i see someone does it as if it is not a 'big' deal.
i mean, ok, it's not exactly a big deal la.. but it really nv cross your mind meh?
i dont think i want to go abt elaborating the 'dirty-ness' of the tray.. but i just cannot tahan.


the bf is taught now to carry utensils in his hands whenever he buys food for me. tsk.
talking abt him..arhhh..miss him so much. i haven seen him since last friday. wah piangs eh.. 5 days liao.
anyway, i'll get a new set in the past whenever he forgets. and now, he cultivated the good habit in him. *claps*
when we are not together yet, i did notice him putting his utensils on the tray when he buys food one lor. tsk tsk tsk...
the bottomline, can those who dont see the rationale tell me why you are ok with it?

randomly, since i po abt how the bf learn from me.. might as well share that the bf also taught me something good.
mm.. let's see... how many of you belt up when you take a cab?

this is something funny cos most of my friends.. especially laopo & qi.. give me the really stunt look when i belt up on cab. like almost immediately when i settled down.
it's so natural now that it becomes a habit.
rem i dont use to belt up on cab before we are together.. and the bf will ask me too, saying its for safety sake.
so, learning is vice versa. even among couple.

on another note, i guess i've watched the most # of dramas this year compared to any other years.
4 months into the year, i've already watched

yes, the latest being psman which is still showing btw..
and i have to catch it every sun night now... duhz!
not forgetting the 82 lengthy episode of zhu.guang.bao.qi...

after so long... i still loves drama-watching.
i think this could most probably one of the reason why i wanna be a housewife in the future.
like really watch drama at home.
ahahhahaha!!!

and for now.. i will be officially glue to 9pm channel 8 series from mon-fri cos elvin.ng is in it.
for drama, i would choose not to go out at all.

Chapter 80

those who follow me on my twitter would probably sense the way i rant abt how school sucks over weekends but yet, how much i enjoy the company of my class.

i couldnt emphasis more how much maturity and competitiveness my class is.
of cos, i based my judgement from what i heard abt classes in the past semesters.
and not what the rest of my coursemates class are.
however, i have yet to hear anything positive abt their tutor, so i presume our tutor is 101X better.

i learn so much from my class. be it writing or presenting.
i dread the first lesson cos everyone feels silly at that point having to do something we are not taught.
but as the presentation goes and as everyone spends 8/9 hrs together and eventually 13hrs over 2 days..
the magical effect of bonds started.

i nv thought i could still make new friends from this last sem, but apparently, this girl from my first grp was such a nice person that u'll fall in love with her. i cant exactly desribe her in words.
it just falls into place very nicely how we click over breaktime.
then there are others who just start to crap with u throughout lesson time.

we had a chance to present our 'skills' in our class and we fought as a class.
details aside, the bottomline is, we are so much better.
and everyone agrees.

with such a nice class to learn from and a 101X tutor, strategy becomes a really interesting topic.
so glad and thankful i'm in this class.
i'm not sure how many of my classmates think like me.
but i'm quite certain if they think otherwise, they wasted the 3 mths.

i'm so gonna give a really good feedback this time round!
mad love.

p.s. i've improved 14marks for my assignment 2.
that is a really big jump if you ask me.

岁月的痕迹。您有想过这个标题吗?

这一周的我，过得很悠闲。
看开了工作上很多的不解。生活也刚好有了一些私人空间。
不在为做不完而对自己过分的要求而活。
不在为其他人而忙。

把时间都用在自己身上了。
想看戏，就看戏。
向睡觉，就睡觉。
在简单不过的嗜好， 但一直没有好好的宠宠自己。

试着想想。
如果每天为他人而活，您会快乐吗？
依偎的迁就，那是生活吗？

这不是所谓悲惨或可悲的日子，它只是一种选择。
只要你觉得对，它就对。
如果不对，那就换另一个选择。

虽然没有很老，但现在的我，还挺肯定我没有几年前的青春和活力。
拿‘出门’来说吧。就真的没多大的精力。
现在觉得最舒服的地方，还是我的房间吧！
每天都想早点回家，可能真的太早离开家了。
我可不是8点等太阳出来了才出门。姐姐我7点15分就得上公车去上班。
这样的日子不知不觉也过了4年。好累！

会联想到岁月也因为发生在我身上的事也太多了吧！同一时间全都出现。
多一个月就完成本科，真的得好好想想接下来的日子。
因该换个环境了。

工作以外，生活的观点和价值观也慢慢的在改变。
好像学会了‘看开’这两个字。
没有什么事是我觉得能跟你一辈子的。
所以，我很不能理解为什么有些人可以为了同样一件事而纳闷或念很久。
我很爱念，但决不是因为看不开。只是纯粹爱讲。
总觉得看不开的人不懂得放开，不懂得让自己好过。
也许我会被称为冷血或没感情，但有血、有感情就要让自己难过、难受吗?
因该不是吧。‘看开’是一种自我解脱的理念。

所以，因为了解了这道理，我好想很能体会个什么似的。
说不上来， 只觉得是年纪和经历使我从另一个角度成长。

今天，有个朋友问了我意见。
我的答案竟然揣摩于感情为主。
我想爱情对我来说因该是重要的吧！
不然，我的回答怎说的过去。

要是有一天没有了爱情，我所谓的‘看开’还是现在的理解吗？
问了自己很多次，答了很多次。
我因该‘没问题’。
因为我相信[时间]的另一给道理。