Friday, October 7, 2011

Alternative exit. My new twitter n status update!

I withdraw from the last interview session. And I felt silly.
Past tense.

Not ready for a totally new scope as yet.

Ouch!

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Thursday, October 6, 2011

I take longer time to fall asleep without you by my side...
FocusMedia
SMA
SMU
MDIS
PTI
SCE
SAL

Recruit Express
GE

IAL for ACTA course

I need a good deal for Xmas n my birthday!

Gambatte!!!


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Hello my alternative exit.
Honestly, I do miss you.
I miss the time I blogged about me; where words flow and I pen my thoughts.

With 3rd quarter of 2011 ending, things have been rather complex this year.
Work, Friends, Family, Relationship.
I don't even know how to start tidying things up.

With each passing day, I pray for a better deal to come along.
With each passing day, I seek for comfort at the end of the day.
With each passing day, I seem to be weaker emotionally.

I need to start organising myself again.
But I am seriously procrastinating till I am ready to leap forward.

I am sure when the time comes, I will be a better person.
Clearer image.
Clearer thoughts.

Meanwhile, 3 months to indulge and to make the change.

A deadline is negative inspiration. Still, it's better than no inspiration at all. ~Rita Mae Brown

(01.12.2011)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

almost everyday of my life is a drama now.
i need a break.
a break to think. to relax. to njoy some peace.
the only comfort at this moment, is having criss, being here with me with no complaints.

i have been a total brat for the past 2 to 3 weeks.
irritating, whining and losing my temper.

this is so depressing.
i need to reorganize my life.
like seriously.
there's no point harping anymore.

as if trap.
i cant even blog normal.
fml.

whatever.
anyway, here's some tots:

quoted from bridesmaid:
- friends forever? think about it.

negativity nv fails to hit me.
work has been.. poof. i dont even know how to comment.
i love what i am doing. but i hate the office.
i cant even express this in a clearer manner.

i really just need some time to start planning.
start thinking. and start working on what i want to achieve in the next 3 years.

this is so frustrating.
when nothing's going ur way.
ahhhhh!

Friday, June 24, 2011

I can't stand it when it is me doing most of the job and when it comes to the actual event, u act till u're fucking busy!

Seriously, I am not that little girl whom you can push around.

You want to be busy and take control? Then go do it urself!

Damn!

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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Quick updates!

1. Been together with the bf for 200 days as of 18.Jun.2011
2. I'm finally leaving NIE/NIEI after my 5 years service which will be ending on 2.Jul.2011.
3. I've travelled to China-Qinhuangdao, Batam, Taiwan & Bangkok since the start of the year.
4. There's still cfm trips to Qinhuangdao in June and Seoul in July.
5. I'm also hoping to travel to Genting, JB, and have a end-of-e year trip.
6. Looking forward to my new job in July.
7. Planning for the future with the bf everyday.
8. Meeting more friends over the months.
9. Did sundown 10K, going for 2 more 10K run in July.
10. Ballot for BTO which is like passport to marriage.

Much loves.