Monday, October 31, 2011

I actually forgot abt my own blog address one of the day. How could that even happen?

Anyway, I am not supposed to be feeling upset being jobless.
It will affect both of us and I should just see it from another perspectives that will make it good for us.

I cannot afford to stay home once class ends.
Hello Job. Can you come to me soon...

Soon.......

Friday, October 28, 2011

Heavy hearted!
Can't even rest without thinking abt assessment!
Arghhhh

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Feeling so empty without him...

Independent Ms Yet!

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Thursday, October 27, 2011

Can you understand?

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Lost track of time.
I wish I could look forward to work related count down!

Like to Friday, to weekends...
To pay day... To bonus...

I don't even know if I shld write to verify again...

I feel pushy doing so... Honestly?!

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Been a while.
I hope the wait is worth if it's really because govt bodies took longer in their procedures...

Oh pls! I pray for ur confirmation soon.......

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Wednesday, October 26, 2011

What's the plan tml?

Start of my 4th mod.. Looking forward!!!!

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CU5 - 95% done.
5% - undone is the questions and answers (through research)!!!!

Satisfaction level: 101%!!!!!

Woohooooo!!!!
Feeling upset I am income-less.
Sucks being in my position.
Wondering why it takes so long!!

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Nothing means more than you to me.

I was not angry / pissed when you werent around.

I merely felt irritated cos there's so much in me I need to focus on.

Assignments gonna kills me.
But I so cant wait for it to end.

Soon.
Very soon!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

As I grow older, learning developed into a passion.
Something I need to value add myself.

Not a qualification education which provides meaningless learning.

I aim to value add myself and others in higher education pathway in time to come.

ASK: much more relevance to life than EMS for me.

Day 5 of continuous training...

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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Training report card!

Did you see what I see?

I am just not able to express how much I love this course.
I should have done it earlier.

Right now, it will be damn good if I could get a job offer.
Just a good job with great pay and I will be the most happy girl on earth.
In my world.

xoxo
Cierra

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

幾米的童話城堡: 这个世界上你认识那么多的人,那么多人和你有关,你再怎么改变也不能让每个人都喜欢你,所以还不如做一个自己想做的人。

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Saturday, October 15, 2011

My learning journal!
Embrace the new term 'Friends!'

Don't say u have tried when u have not.

I really think it's crap and yea, there're much more in life.

Times where we look back, we may be upset about it but nah, friends come and go.

What's for a person is not purely on these.

Much more. Alot more.

On a side note.. I will seek Master in time to come!

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Friday, October 14, 2011

I always love the way I mug.
Very studious... Lol

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I rather pick a job i know is what I want to be in, then going for random interview.
I was totally screwed this afternoon when one of the coy rejected me even getting to a real interview.

Reason being:
We both know it is not a job that I am looking for.

I was mad.
But not exactly mad, cos in a way, It's good they make the decision for me.

But I was mad that recruitment agency and the coy did not see the mismatch way before.

Bahz.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

I am thinking about my dream house already!

Omg!!!
I am so so excited of getting my own roof!

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Both of us have a goal to accomplish at the moment!

And we shall reward ourselves once we achieve it!

Looking forward!!!

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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Career Goal

To seek career as a full Advanced Certificate in Training and Assessment (ACTA) Training Specialist in a managerial role and excel in it  
Today marks the start of my first self-funded course; first day.
-- my first try out, paying from my own savings for a self-upgrading course.

It is a totally different feeling from attending sponsored courses.
I wish I came across this course earlier and i could be sponsor over the past years while working.

Then again, finding it out now isnt exactly a late choice.
At least I am really sure of what I want now.
I need to start preparing for what I want to achieve in the coming years.

For a start, a change in career goal. I sort of have it out along my way home this evening.
I also need to focus on achieving it in the faster way I could ever get.
Few more upcoming interviews and I will be clear to go.
I just do not wish to give up on any potential job opportunities at this point without giving it a try.

But once I'm done, I shall embark on this journey I've crafted.
At the age of 25, I believe I can give myself two more years to perform in this role.

Alot of support and hardwork in time to come.
But viola!
Bring it on!
I rather be disappointed than look dumb.

It is better off being disppointed than stay dumb about what's going on.

The above sentences struck me half way through my conversation with the bf.

xoxo

Shld have started earlier on this course.
Njoyed the lesson.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Good news in the house!
Totally make my day!!

Watching movie because of nachos, or,
Watching movie with nachos.

What's urs?
We go with the first.

Love aplenty!

Came across this article during my job search.

Create the Life You Want With a Mid-Career Crisis
http://humanresources.about.com/cs/careerdevelopment/a/Career_Crisis.htm

Are you experiencing a mid-career crisis? And, if not, should you be experiencing a mid-career crisis? I did when I was thirty-four years old. I'd been working in my chosen field for 14 years and had finished my Masters degree in a related subject. I experienced a growing sense of uneasiness that this work was not what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. Fortunately, I listened to my inner voices. Or, I would never have been able to create this wonderful life and work that I love.

"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference." --Robert Frost

You can, too. Are your inner voices asking you, "Is this all there is?" Do you have a growing sense that you would be happier doing something else? Do you hate going to work each morning? If so, it's time to create a mid-career crisis.

I sure am on a Mid-Career Crisis... but I believe I've found my direction and is already on the path to the right route. Blessed.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Based on today's incident, I know I have changed.
Have changed to someone who listens and admits my mistakes.
Someone who is carelessly enough to take note of his needs.

I promise to be a better person for you.

xoxo

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The bf decides to bring me out on a date.

Off to E! Hub!

I love this man!

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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Fav club hangout!!
Wheeee!

Lunch at carousel.
Lied.
But it was a good catch up.
Still best international buffet for me.

Been a long time since I dress up!
to You who totally change my life.
i.Heart.you

Spent whole night training my patience...

Woohooo!

' 我也很想念!不能陪你一起度過你人生的每個階段,真的很可惜!'
相信我能從這句話成長,接受、認知現狀。明天會更好!

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Friday, October 7, 2011

Love it whenever I can read his mind. <3

Are you the good girl or the bitch?
What I learn today:
Focus on training consultancy still.

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Alternative exit. My new twitter n status update!

I withdraw from the last interview session. And I felt silly.
Past tense.

Not ready for a totally new scope as yet.

Ouch!

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Thursday, October 6, 2011

I take longer time to fall asleep without you by my side...
FocusMedia
SMA
SMU
MDIS
PTI
SCE
SAL

Recruit Express
GE

IAL for ACTA course

I need a good deal for Xmas n my birthday!

Gambatte!!!


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Hello my alternative exit.
Honestly, I do miss you.
I miss the time I blogged about me; where words flow and I pen my thoughts.

With 3rd quarter of 2011 ending, things have been rather complex this year.
Work, Friends, Family, Relationship.
I don't even know how to start tidying things up.

With each passing day, I pray for a better deal to come along.
With each passing day, I seek for comfort at the end of the day.
With each passing day, I seem to be weaker emotionally.

I need to start organising myself again.
But I am seriously procrastinating till I am ready to leap forward.

I am sure when the time comes, I will be a better person.
Clearer image.
Clearer thoughts.

Meanwhile, 3 months to indulge and to make the change.

A deadline is negative inspiration. Still, it's better than no inspiration at all. ~Rita Mae Brown

(01.12.2011)