It has become a habit for me to look through my december post the year before, to see what resolutions I have set for myself for the coming year for the past 2 years.
Surprising, I did not set any in Dec 2010 for Year 2011 except to do my reflection.
I supposed that's becos in Dec 2010, I began my journey with @crissyeo and from then on, everyday is a new day, new beginning, new understanding that needs no resolution.
And so, the qtr-life of mine is over.
Qtr-life crisis?
Yea, definitely.
Jan - Gallery Hotel, Longfei, ECP restaurant to celebrate bday!
Feb - Vday fine dining + roses from the bf.
- Went china (damn! I cant rem which part) boohooo!
Mar - Batam with the bf.
Apr - TPE with F&C.
May - BKK with F&C&HP.
Jun - China for final work project.
- Quit my job.
Jul - Seoul with the bf.
- Started new job.
Aug - Things changed with F&C.
Sep - Quit new job.
- Genting with 178.
Oct - Took up FT (ACTA)
Nov - Completed ACTA.
Dec - Started on another new job. Training Supervisor.
- 1st yr anniversary. Mount Faber Cable Car. Fine Dinning!!!! <3
A very brief overview of the year. Mid-life crisis. Yea.
Matter of fact.
Friends come and go. Guess it shows through the chain of events. I am not looking at the root of the problem anymore cos it doesnt serve any point at this time. And I have seen enough, know much on where I stand.
I am really not a person who will go the extra mile.
Not for anyone in fact.
I treat everyone equal becos everyone who is in my circle has been *screened* to be in.
I dont favouritise or treat u better becos i like u more.
I like everyone the same.
I dont see favouritism as the time I spend with anyone.
This is why I can never understand people with alot of friends.
With my small circle, I cannot even cope to give everyone enough time.
Even the bf, he dont get the extra mile.
He has only what he deserves.
Took me months to get over it.
But glad I come to terms with it.
Jobs has been a bitch. Whole lot of crap.
For a person who has been working FT for 6 years.
Jobless for 2 months is enough to kill me.
I have nv been to so many interviews in my life.
Sent so many resume in my life.
Met so many people and been to so many companies in my life.
But u know what, again, it seems all planned.
No job = study.
Study = learning new things.
Choosing what to study and then making a living out of it.
This is what a 25 yr old me thinks.
And Viola!
Magical, magical, magical.
I am now a certified trainer, in a MLM company, working alongside very nice colleagues from all over the world, various races, meeting lots of people, learning hell lots of stuff.
Best career switch decision.
Best job ever at this moment.
Xmas was a blast.
Love it this year.
Probably of the culture.
Greatttt!
Not forgettting, I wont be able to achieve so much without this impt person of my life.
@crissyeo.
He was totally a motivator, encourager and supporter to me.
He is my gem.
And we have got a flat lor! woohoooo!
Best things ever also for this year!!!
I cant wait to settle down!!!
Lastly, before the year ends, Ma suffered a stroke on her left brain.
A fortune amdist an unfortunate.
Dont really feel like detailing this down. Just, yeah, a new eposide for the new year awaits.
Finally, my vball mates, angel sisters, @paperfishy, cousins whom I neglected becos of my busy-than-ever life!
Thankiewwwss for being in my life throughout, not giving up.
U r not forgotten.
Loving each and everyone of you!!!
Resoultions for 2012!
- Ma to recover asap.
- Pa to go for his body checkup.
- To play volleyball.
- To start pilates.
- To jog twice a week.
- To conduct more trainings and learn more.
- To save $XXX a month.
- To travel twice and at least 2 getaways.
- To have our own car.
- To stay healthy (lost weight).
- To drink lesser.
- To be a better friend.
- To have @crissyeo with me throughout.
My po does not justice to the bf.
But he is, the only one, my pillar of support ever since we got together.
I have nv enjoyed a companion so much like his.
He understands and accept everything of mine, and likewise for me, I appreciate him in a manner I nv done it before.
It's glad we share common understandings and likes.
Oh, other the major events (above), I watched the most # of movies this yr, ate fine dinning becos of him.
Stayed home more. And learned to take up the first step in switching job, being jobless and eventually, switching career.
I can nv imagine how unexciting my life will be without him.
Love you aplenty, laogong!
May we continue to work harder for 2012!
Ending ths po abruptly~
Everyone, wishing you another splendid year ahead!!!
XOXO
Cierra <3
Friday, December 30, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Seems that it has been prearranged so that we could spend more time before ur one week reservist!
Best! We actually managed to book a mid-yr trip for us.
Though it was slightly overpriced!
But it's still within budget.
Look beyond n we shall conquer Taiwan in 7mths time!!!
Muacks!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
it's 27 days more till we welcome 2012 officially.
this is my last weekend being the lady of leisure before i embark on a new career journey which i could not have wished for anything more than being successful in the job i will be undertaking.
it has been a rocky year this year.
will definitely do a review over the next few weeks.
meanwhile, gonna tidy up the feelings and plan what is best for myself.
cierra
this is my last weekend being the lady of leisure before i embark on a new career journey which i could not have wished for anything more than being successful in the job i will be undertaking.
it has been a rocky year this year.
will definitely do a review over the next few weeks.
meanwhile, gonna tidy up the feelings and plan what is best for myself.
cierra
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Friday, November 25, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
finally dragged the bf to visit the waterway / waterfront with me this evening.
awesome view and walk we had!
totally njoyed ourselves and we cant wait for our home to be ready.
so many things to fulfill!
i need more time and money.
yet again, it seems that here has become a place where i chant my prayer.
one more week to go!
awesome view and walk we had!
totally njoyed ourselves and we cant wait for our home to be ready.
so many things to fulfill!
i need more time and money.
yet again, it seems that here has become a place where i chant my prayer.
one more week to go!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Friday, November 18, 2011
so fucking pissed of one fucking person.
someone who has never show any respect or care of my well-being is now trying to gain his mr-popularity votes for his 60th birthday celebration.
pui chao nua.
i am really looking forward to see how much respect he can give tomorrow.
will he even come and say hello?
will any of his children be a good host?
i admire him for having a well-bonded family.
but stay there and dont cross over to be a big happy family with us.
cos obviously, we are not.
get that?
then fuck off.
someone who has never show any respect or care of my well-being is now trying to gain his mr-popularity votes for his 60th birthday celebration.
pui chao nua.
i am really looking forward to see how much respect he can give tomorrow.
will he even come and say hello?
will any of his children be a good host?
i admire him for having a well-bonded family.
but stay there and dont cross over to be a big happy family with us.
cos obviously, we are not.
get that?
then fuck off.
"The first steps you take on any journey won't get you where you want to go.
But without those first steps and the many more that follow,
You would always be standing right where you are, looking towards the future and wondering what it would really be like,
To see the world the way you always dreamed it would be."
- Nick Santana
But without those first steps and the many more that follow,
You would always be standing right where you are, looking towards the future and wondering what it would really be like,
To see the world the way you always dreamed it would be."
- Nick Santana
Sent from my iPhone
Monday, November 14, 2011
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
I actually forgot abt my own blog address one of the day. How could that even happen?
Anyway, I am not supposed to be feeling upset being jobless.
It will affect both of us and I should just see it from another perspectives that will make it good for us.
I cannot afford to stay home once class ends.
Hello Job. Can you come to me soon...
Soon.......
Anyway, I am not supposed to be feeling upset being jobless.
It will affect both of us and I should just see it from another perspectives that will make it good for us.
I cannot afford to stay home once class ends.
Hello Job. Can you come to me soon...
Soon.......
Friday, October 28, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
As I grow older, learning developed into a passion.
Something I need to value add myself.
Something I need to value add myself.
Not a qualification education which provides meaningless learning.
I aim to value add myself and others in higher education pathway in time to come.
ASK: much more relevance to life than EMS for me.
Day 5 of continuous training...
Sent from my iPhone
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Embrace the new term 'Friends!'
Don't say u have tried when u have not.
I really think it's crap and yea, there're much more in life.
Times where we look back, we may be upset about it but nah, friends come and go.
What's for a person is not purely on these.
Much more. Alot more.
On a side note.. I will seek Master in time to come!
Sent from my iPhone
Friday, October 14, 2011
I rather pick a job i know is what I want to be in, then going for random interview.
I was totally screwed this afternoon when one of the coy rejected me even getting to a real interview.
Reason being:
We both know it is not a job that I am looking for.
I was mad.
But not exactly mad, cos in a way, It's good they make the decision for me.
But I was mad that recruitment agency and the coy did not see the mismatch way before.
Bahz.
I was totally screwed this afternoon when one of the coy rejected me even getting to a real interview.
Reason being:
We both know it is not a job that I am looking for.
I was mad.
But not exactly mad, cos in a way, It's good they make the decision for me.
But I was mad that recruitment agency and the coy did not see the mismatch way before.
Bahz.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Today marks the start of my first self-funded course; first day.
-- my first try out, paying from my own savings for a self-upgrading course.
It is a totally different feeling from attending sponsored courses.
I wish I came across this course earlier and i could be sponsor over the past years while working.
Then again, finding it out now isnt exactly a late choice.
At least I am really sure of what I want now.
I need to start preparing for what I want to achieve in the coming years.
For a start, a change in career goal. I sort of have it out along my way home this evening.
I also need to focus on achieving it in the faster way I could ever get.
Few more upcoming interviews and I will be clear to go.
I just do not wish to give up on any potential job opportunities at this point without giving it a try.
But once I'm done, I shall embark on this journey I've crafted.
At the age of 25, I believe I can give myself two more years to perform in this role.
Alot of support and hardwork in time to come.
But viola!
Bring it on!
-- my first try out, paying from my own savings for a self-upgrading course.
It is a totally different feeling from attending sponsored courses.
I wish I came across this course earlier and i could be sponsor over the past years while working.
Then again, finding it out now isnt exactly a late choice.
At least I am really sure of what I want now.
I need to start preparing for what I want to achieve in the coming years.
For a start, a change in career goal. I sort of have it out along my way home this evening.
I also need to focus on achieving it in the faster way I could ever get.
Few more upcoming interviews and I will be clear to go.
I just do not wish to give up on any potential job opportunities at this point without giving it a try.
But once I'm done, I shall embark on this journey I've crafted.
At the age of 25, I believe I can give myself two more years to perform in this role.
Alot of support and hardwork in time to come.
But viola!
Bring it on!
Monday, October 10, 2011
Came across this article during my job search.
Create the Life You Want With a Mid-Career Crisis
http://humanresources.about.com/cs/careerdevelopment/a/Career_Crisis.htm
Are you experiencing a mid-career crisis? And, if not, should you be experiencing a mid-career crisis? I did when I was thirty-four years old. I'd been working in my chosen field for 14 years and had finished my Masters degree in a related subject. I experienced a growing sense of uneasiness that this work was not what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. Fortunately, I listened to my inner voices. Or, I would never have been able to create this wonderful life and work that I love.
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference." --Robert Frost
You can, too. Are your inner voices asking you, "Is this all there is?" Do you have a growing sense that you would be happier doing something else? Do you hate going to work each morning? If so, it's time to create a mid-career crisis.
I sure am on a Mid-Career Crisis... but I believe I've found my direction and is already on the path to the right route. Blessed.
Create the Life You Want With a Mid-Career Crisis
http://humanresources.about.com/cs/careerdevelopment/a/Career_Crisis.htm
Are you experiencing a mid-career crisis? And, if not, should you be experiencing a mid-career crisis? I did when I was thirty-four years old. I'd been working in my chosen field for 14 years and had finished my Masters degree in a related subject. I experienced a growing sense of uneasiness that this work was not what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. Fortunately, I listened to my inner voices. Or, I would never have been able to create this wonderful life and work that I love.
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference." --Robert Frost
You can, too. Are your inner voices asking you, "Is this all there is?" Do you have a growing sense that you would be happier doing something else? Do you hate going to work each morning? If so, it's time to create a mid-career crisis.
I sure am on a Mid-Career Crisis... but I believe I've found my direction and is already on the path to the right route. Blessed.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
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